would be lost, so feminine, so beautiful, quasi-tragic, talking to him about her personal lifeâ¦.
Then so tough. She was capable in any situation, and she was as good as any guy on the force.
She was his partner. She couldnât keep things from him. If she knew anything, suspected anythingâ¦
She hadnât. At least, she had insisted that she hadnât. But maybe she had been in a position to find out.
What the hell had she been doing? Heâd never known. And he should have. Heâd been her partner, for Christâs sake! Sheâd died in a car, remnants of alcohol and narcotics in her bloodstream. Accidental death, that had been the ruling. Sheâd lost control of her car. There had been no evidence of foul play. Even so, during the inquest, all the dirt had come out. Her troubled marriage. Her close friendshipâmore than friendship?âwith Jake.
She was gone.
The victim of a terrible accident. He hadnât believed it. Not then. Not now.
And heâd never met anyone like her.
Something suddenly stirred in his mind.
A brief flash, an odd and fleeting sensation. Then he knewâ¦. Earlier, heâd felt a strange sense of déjà vu. A sense ofâ¦
Memory.
Earlier that day. Maybe it had been because on some subconscious level heâd known it was Nancyâs birthday. But he had come across someone who reminded him of Nancy. Strange, too, because Nan had been tall, five-ten, dark, willowy. He hadnât seen anyone like that.
It hadnât been that the girl looked like Nancy, he realized. It had been something in her manner, her self-confidence, her assurance. Sheâd had Nancyâs ability to stand her ground, undaunted, speak her mindâ¦not back down, fight it out and still, somehow, leave a trace of magnetism behind.
Nickâs niece. The redhead heâd bumped into that morning. Not small, but at best she was about five-six. Heâd seen her beforeâ¦but not often. Years ago sheâd been around the place more, but sheâd looked different back then, not much more than a kid. Gangly as a palm tree, a pile of flyaway hair, enormous green eyes, always running somewhere. Time had gone by; he hadnât hung around Nickâs all that much lately. Not in almost five years, though he had applied for the new slip at the marina, the one heâd just moved into, almost a year ago now.
Sheâd changed. She wasnât gangly anymore. She was curved in all the right places, and her flyaway hair was more like a sexual beacon now. Attractive, yes. But what he remembered was her voice. Her indignation. Cool, aloof, even in anger, those eyes able to sizzle into someone with total condemnation.
She was in the academy, Nick had told him.
So the kid was going to be on the force. Great.
With something about her that was so much like Nancyâ¦
Shit. It felt as if heâd suddenly been wrapped in ice.
He hoped to hell she wasnât too much like Nancy. A woman with too many ethics, too much determinationâand not enough sense to be afraid.
He didnât even know her. Her life was none of his damned business. And maybe she wasnât that much like Nancy; maybe he had just made the association because it was Nancyâs birthday.
He felt a strong sense of sympathy for Brian.
He drained the last of the beer. He wanted another.
No, not a beer. A single-malt Scotch.
Hell, he wasnât going anywhere tonight.
He went back into the kitchen, poured a shot, made it a double.
Somehow, he was damned well going to sleep that night.
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Ashley, Karen and Jan had reached the hotel with no further trouble. Theyâd checked in and spent a few hours sipping piña coladas at the pool. After talking it over, they opted for the show that night and dancing the following evening.
The horses were magnificent, and the entire show was a lot of fun. Ashley found a message waiting on her phone when the show was over. Len had indeed decided