Theyâll think we were in a cult, or something.â
âHaving the gift of second sight is hardly the same as being in a cult, Susannah.â
âYou know my mother. Sheâs a reporter. And now sheâs the executive producer of Andyâs show. She only believes in facts she can see.â
Jesse thrust out a hand, the one holding the ring box. âDoes this look factual enough to you, Susannah?â
I knew he was talking about the ring, but it was difficult not to notice how hard and muscular his hand looked, especially attached to that long, equally muscular arm. That was a fact my mother wouldnât be able to ignore, either. It was hard to believe that such a vibrantly masculine, stunningly attractive person, whose dark eyes practically flashed with intelligence and life, had ever been dead. Any residency program that didnât take him was insane. I was probably a fool not to have said, Yes, Jesse, I will be Mrs. de Silva , and slid that ring on my finger the moment I found it, so tantalizingly warm from the heat of his body.
But something still didnât feel right. Probably it was me. I didnât feel right.
âUm, yes,â I said, swallowing. âBut that isnât the point. My mom and Andy have enough to worry about with Brad and the babies and now Jake starting his own, ahem, business.â
My oldest stepbrother, JakeâÂwhose only career aspiration upon high school graduation appeared to be a full-Âtime pizza delivery positionâÂhad surprised us all by parlaying his pizza delivery earnings not into the Camaro of which heâd always dreamed, but into the purchase of a plot of land in Salinas.
A short while later, he opened a storefront in Carmel Valley that dispensed not pizza, but another item of which college students in particular are fond of imbibing late at night. Only one needed a medical prescription to purchase this particular item in the state of California.
I found this business venture of Jakeâs highly entrepreneurial, yet at the same time ironic, considering Iâd privately nicknamed him Sleepy, since heâd seemed to go through life with his eyes half closed. If only Iâd known the real reason why.
Well, we all know now.
Jakeâs medical marijuana dispensaryâÂthe only one in the tri-Âcounty regionâÂdid amazing business, and he was rapidly becoming one of the wealthiest business owners in the area. Heâd bought a cool little house in the Valley and, whether out of generosity of spirit or because he genuinely liked him, convinced Jesse to move into the spare bedroom, so heâd have a place to stay when he came home from school on breaks.
âYou canât keep stayinâ with that old dude when youâre here, man,â was how Jake put it. By âold dude,â he meant Father Dominic. âNo one should live in a monastery, unless theyâre a priest. And youâre no priest, man. Iâve seen the way you look at my sister. No offense.â
I hadnât expected Jesse to accept, especially after an invitation couched quite like that.
But either living with Father Dominic really had become more than even a believer as faithful as Jesse could stand, or he was finally ready to step into the twenty-Âfirst century, because Jesse does stay with Jake every time heâs in town.
Between Jakeâs marijuana business venture and Bradâs teenage parenthood, I would have become my parentsâ golden child if my youngest stepbrother, David, hadnât gotten accepted early decision to Harvard and been assigned to live in (where else?) Kirkland House.
Keeping my âgiftâ a secret is really hard sometimes, but the alternativeâÂhaving a cheesy reality show on the Lifetime Network where I go around telling Âpeople that their dead relative is in heaven now, smiling down at themâÂseems way worse.
Jesse dropped his hand and frowned at me.