she held his gaze. He remembered so much more about her than just her hair.
Returning her attention to her bag, she produced a small plastic car for Ethan and then a notebook and pen. She held her pen, poised above the paper. âYour parentsâ names?â
âStephen and Laura. My sisterâs Kristan, and my brothers are Daniel, Jake and Carter.â
She looked up, her face paler than it had been seconds ago. âAre they all going to be there?â
Was that apprehension in those earnest green eyes? âSurely the formidable Gillian Mitchell isnât worried about meeting a few people?â
âOf course not.â She lifted her chin. âIt was a simple question. Are they all going to be there? It impacts how much I need to know now.â
âAll except Kristan and her family, and Daniel.â
âAnd your other brothers, are they all like you?â
âIn what way?â
âCareer-focused, forthright, suspicious, emotionally shut down?â
âYou could be describing yourself.â
She frowned and then the creases vanished. âMaybe thatâs how I used to be. But Iâve changed, Max. I had to.â
He wasnât going to ask if the intervening years had been hard for her. Not when sheâd denied him the opportunity of helping, of even being there. But heâd noticed some of the changes in her. There was a softer edge to her, a nurturing side heâd been unaware of. Even physically she looked softer, curvier. And he would not think about exploring those changes. Just this morning heâd told her sheâd killed any attraction he could have ever felt for her. And he needed that to be true.
Heâd married her because he was determined to be a part of his sonâs life and that his son would grow up with a father who was married to his mother. And despite his threat to win custody of Ethan, he wouldnât have been able to do that to the boy. Or even to Gillian.
She shifted in her seat, crossed one leg over the other then tugged the silver skirt of her dress down from where it had ridden up her thighs.
But it was turning out that the attraction heâd once felt was far from dead. Contrary to his efforts and intentions, a heartbeat, faint but steady and insistent, was registering.
Four
B ack in L.A. after the flight, Max negotiated the imposing, palm-lined Beverly Hills streets, and Gillian scanned her notes, doing her best to tune out her awareness of Maxâs proximity.
All the while also trying to tune out the memory of the touch of his lips to hers. A touch that had brought back a flood of sensual recollections, a touch that had tapped into some kind of primal programming to this man and what her body knew of him. She reread her notes. There would be time to analyze that ill-advised kiss later, to try to somehow reprogram her responses.
Confident that sheâd learned the details, she flipped her notebook closed and put her memory to the test. She held up her thumb. âCarterâs the oldest. Serious, shorter than you but same color hair and eyes, runs a software company, recently separated from his fiancée. Like most of your family, supportsthe Dodgers.â She looked to Max for confirmationâavoiding his lips. He nodded for her to continue.
She tore her gaze from his face and held up her first finger. She had forgotten the sheer magnetism of him. âDanielâs next but wonât be here. Neither will Kristan.â Thankfully. She figured there would be enough of his siblings to cope with as it was.
She lifted her second finger. âJake, younger than you, same height, green eyes, rebel of the family, tried modeling and then acting, successful at both and has since surprised everyone by swapping sides of the camera to become even more successful as a film director. Supports the Angels, leading to much good-natured, though Iâm guessing heated, rivalry and dinner table