Rockstar Daddy (Decoy Series) by K.T Fisher Read Free Book Online Page A

but it's too hard. Is this real? Is he coming back? Where is he? Is he close? What if he sees me and Finley before I have a chance to explain? I can't stop shaking. Earlier I wanted to tell Jax everything but knew I had no way of getting in touch with him but that was before there was a possibility that I could see him. If he moves back here I will definitely have to tell him. If him or one of his friends sees me with Finley they will know who his dad is, he looks too much like Jax for anyone else to be his dad. If he has moved back theres no question about it, I will have to tell him. Now the option has been taken away from me I feel a little relief to be truthful but no less scared.
     
       I feel hurt that my friends didn't tell me. This was obviously the reason behind that scene. Didn't they think I needed to know about this. I should know this I have a right. The thought of maybe seeing Jax again has my heart hurting, even just the thought of bumping into Leo, Max or Rhys has me in knots. They were great friends and it hurt to loose them too but they represent Jax and everything what we had. I pick up my phone angry at Jess for not telling me sooner. I bet they all decided not to tell me, god I'm not a baby. Why didn't Jessica tell me when we was having that talk in her kitchen? I know Tanya and Maisy must know to. I click on Jessica's number and listen to the dialing tone.
     
       "Kendal?"
     
    She sounds a little hesitant, so she knows.
     
          "Why didn't you tell me? I know you know what I'm talking about Jess."
     
    She huffs down the phone.
     
         "I just didn't know how to tell you Kendal and I just couldn't upset you. You seem happy and this is just going to set you back again. If the guys and Fin weren't in the next room I would have told you today. I'm sorry but I found out just before we met up with Sophie and I couldn't just come out with it there and then letting our new friend know all about you and Jax, everyone text me to see if you knew so we decided to keep quiet until you said something. I thought that's what you were going to say earlier. Sam didn't want James upsetting you in front of Finley. Sorry honey."
     
    It's my turn to huff now. I was all angry with her and just like that now I'm not. I can understand the position she was in. But I am still annoyed at how they all baby me.
     
       "OK. It's fine I'm sorry for shouting it's just it annoys me that you all baby me when it comes to Jax. Fucking hell Jess what am I going to do?"
     
          "If you see him, you see him. You don't say anything about Fin, heck you don't even have to talk to him. But you know what I think you should do. Before someone gets hurt you should try and tell him before he finds out for himself. Especially is he has moved here. Which is the better option? You telling Jax before he sees Finley or he sees you and Finley, puts two and two together and finds out for himself?"
     
    Jessica didn't want me to end things with Jax in the first place and every now and then she will drop it in that Jax should be here or at least know about his son. Christmas and birthdays are the worse. Yes I know Jax should know but at twenty I made the decision to let Jax out of this and give him his dream come true. As much as he would have stood by me and Fin and told me he was happy I would know deep down we were keeping him back. He just got signed when Finley was a week old and they toured the world and had a crazy schedule, I know because I stalked his bands blog. If I would have stayed and told him I was pregnant I don't think he would have wanted to leave his newborn baby but he wouldn't have wanted to let his band mates down. He would have been torn about what to do but being the good guy he is I know he would have stayed with me and Finley so I went ahead and made it easy for him. I'm pretty sure with all those girls and money his living a very happy life and doesn't even think about me anymore. I bet he actually