wasnât a day that passed that he didnât think about his wife and miss her terribly. Sometimes Nita would pass by his room and hear him talking to the picture of Katherine that he kept next to his bed.
She was sure Katherine was the reason why her daddy had raised Rose and Nita to be independent, to stand up for what they wanted and believed in. He taught them to follow their dreams and not compromise themselves for anyone or anything. Katherine was the reason why he hadnât made a fuss about Rose moving to the city instead of staying to help on the farm. Rose always had been like their mother in that way.
Nita heard a soft snoring sound and realized Connor had fallen asleep.
She sat back on his thighs and grinned. She really had worn him out. Heâd done pretty well today considering his lack of experience. She had a feeling he was theadaptable sort, though she hadnât completely figured him out yet. He was so guarded, so⦠controlled . He seemed to say exactly the right thing all the time, whether it was what he was feeling or not. The concept was foreign to her, since, as they had determined earlier, she wasnât shy about speaking her mind.
She grazed her fingers over the puckered skin on his back. Burns, bullet holesâwhat he must have seen, must have been through. No wonder his eyes looked so old. Soâ¦wounded.
She very gently climbed off the bed and tiptoed to the door. She wouldnât mind getting into Connorâs head, seeing exactly what made him tick. She wouldnât mind getting to know other parts of him as well. She wondered if a guy like him would be interested in a woman like her. It might have been her imagination, but when sheâd stepped up on the porch that morning, before he realized who she was, she could swear sheâd seen male appreciation in his eyes.
That, she decided, flicking off the light and glancing back at his peacefully sleeping form, would be something worth looking into.
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âThe number one rule on the farm is safety,â Nita told Connor. She stood in the corral with Buttercup, a chocolate-brown mare.
Apparently her back massage had done the trick last night. Heâd awoken that morning feeling refreshed and full of energy. So far heâd followed her through her daily routine and had learned how to feed and water the horses, how to muck a stall and how to put on a halter and saddle.
A great deal of what they did was hot, dirty, physically demanding work. But it was good, honest work. And though he couldnât put his finger on the exact reason, there was something about it that made him feel so⦠peaceful.
His orders now were to sit on the fence and observe as she trained the horse, and so he had for the past hour. Normally that would have had him crawling out of his skin, the way sitting behind a desk had. This was different. It was a beautiful fall day, with blue skies as far as the eye could see, and though the air was cool, the sun felt warm on his back and shoulders.
Simply watching Nita was a treat in itself. She had a way with the big graceful animals, some kind of second sense. She could anticipate the horses every move, every thought. It was obvious she really loved what she did, loved them, and the feeling was most definitely mutual.
It was all he needed to see to convince him there was no way she would ever do anything to hurt her animals. The poisoned feed, the holesâthere was no way she could have done it herself. She just wasnât capable.
âWhen you approach a horse, especially in the corral, you never do it from behind,â Nita said. âHorses have a blind spot and they get startled easily. Make sure she can see you. And approach from the left if you can.â
âWhy the left?â he asked.
âBecause thatâs the side theyâre used to being handled on. Although Buttercup here is a big cream puff. It would take an awful lot to spook her. Isnât that right