Rules of a Rebel and a Shy Girl by Jessica Sorensen Read Free Book Online Page B

Levi’s not her type.” Wynter squeezed between Willow and me while Luna took a seat across the table.
    “You have a type?” I asked Willow.
    She shook her head, but a blush crept up her cheeks. “No.”
    “Yes, you do.” Wynter popped the tab of her soda. “You told me this summer that you liked—”
    Willow threw a carrot at Wynter, pegging her right in the face. “Shush. You promised you wouldn’t tell.”
    I frowned. Willow told Wynter a secret that she didn’t tell me?
    “Hey,” Wynter whined, chucking the carrot back at Willow. “That wasn’t very nice.”
    Willow ducked out of the way, and the carrot fell onto the floor. “Well, you promised you wouldn’t tell anyone.”
    “What’s the big deal?” Wynter asked, tearing open a bag of chips. “So, you like a guy? It was bound to happen sometime.”
    Willow glared at Wynter. “Stop talking about this in front of everyone.”
    My frown deepened. Okay, now I’m part of the everyone .
    Then the craziest thought occurred to me. What if Willow had a crush on me, and that’s why she was so mad at Wynter? The idea should’ve made me uncomfortable, but honestly, I kind of liked it.
    A few moments later, though, Wynter blabbed that Willow had a crush on Dominic, a guy who was a grade above us and wore studded bracelets and, I was pretty sure, eyeliner. That was the day I realized Willow had a type, and I was far from it.
    I also realized I had a crush on my best friend.
    My crush lasted all through middle school up to our junior year of high school. That year, everything changed. I went from thinking of Willow as my hot best friend to thinking she was a beautiful, kind, smart, caring girl I wanted to kiss all the time.
    And I mean, all the fucking time.
    I remember the first time I actually considered doing it. We were hanging out at my house, watching some stupid soap opera that was boring as shit, but there was nothing else on. Willow muted the volume and began ad-libbing for the characters. I joined in, and by the time the show was over, we were laughing our asses off.
    That’s when my dad walked in and ruined the moment by being his douchey self.
    “What the hell are you doing?” He grabbed the remote from my hand and shut off the television. He was wearing a grey suit and red tie, ready to go off to work, on a Sunday, something he did every single week, never taking days off, always worrying about work, work, work. “Get off your ass and do something. Quit wasting your life.”
    He wasn’t a horrible guy, just a huge believer that people should spend life working their asses off. The problem was, I loved to mess around, have fun, party, and play sports. I didn’t have big goals or any real plans other than to pass Algebra and kick ass on the soccer field. I knew a lot of people my age who didn’t have any major life goals yet.
    “We were just watching TV.” I frowned at the disappointment on his face. “It’s Sunday morning. There’s nothing else to do.”
    He crossed his arms and stared me down. “Well, if you had a job, then that wouldn’t be a problem.”
    “I have a job,” I argued, lowering my feet to the floor.
    He laughed, and the noise made my muscles constrict. “Selling shit and lending out money isn’t a job.”
    “Why?” I questioned with a crook of my brow. “I make money. Isn’t that what a job is?”
    “Watch your tone,” he warned. “And no, that’s not a job … unless you want to work in sales. Is that what you want to do for the rest of your life? Spend hours in a store, trying to bullshit people into buying stuff? And doing so for a crap salary?” His tone dripped with sarcasm. “Sounds pretty rewarding, doesn’t it?”
    “Some people have to work in sales. There’s nothing wrong with that. And I’m sure it’s just as hard of work as what you do.” I wanted to add that his job wasn’t all that rewarding, either, that his career as a lawyer had turned him into a liar, a jerk, and a snob. Whatever.