holding hands, and Amy saying with impressive eeriness: ‘His face was all swole up and his tongue turned black and popped out and there was flies crawling on it. My momma tole Mrs Werts.’)
‘… place.’
‘What? I’m sorry.’ She came back to the present with an almost physical wrench. Ben was pulling off the turnpike and onto the ‘salem’s Lot exit ramp.
‘I said, it was a spooky old place.’
Tell me about when you went in.’
He laughed humorlessly and flicked up his high beams. The two-lane blacktop ran straight ahead through an alley of pine and spruce, deserted. ‘It started as kid’s stuff. Maybe that’s all it ever was. Remember, this was in 1951, and little kids had to think up something to take the place of sniffing airplane glue out of paper bags, which hadn’t been invented yet. I used to play pretty much with the Bend kids, and most of them have probably moved away by now… do they still call south ‘salem’s Lot the Bend?’
‘Yes.’
‘I messed around with Davie Barclay, Charles James only all the kids used to call him Sonny Harold Rauberson, Floyd Tibbits-’
‘Floyd?’ she asked, startled.
‘Yes, do you know him?’
‘I’ve dated him,’ she said, and afraid her voice sounded strange, hurried on: ‘Sonny James is still around, too. He runs the gas station on Jointner Avenue. Harold Rauberson is dead. Leukemia.’
‘They were all older than I, by a year or two. They had a club. Exclusive, you know. Only Bloody Pirates with at least three references need apply.’ He had meant it to be light, but there was a jag of old bitterness buried in the words. ‘But I was persistent. The one thing in the world I wanted was to be a Bloody Pirate… that summer, at least.
‘They finally weakened and told me I could come in if I passed the initiation, which Davie thought up on the spot. We were all going up to the Marsten House, and I was supposed to go in and bring something out. As booty.’ He chuckled but his mouth had gone dry.
‘What happened?’
‘I got in through a window. The house was still full of junk, even after twelve years. They must have taken the newspapers during the war, but they just left the rest of it. There was a table in the front hall with one of those snow globes on it-do you know what I mean? There’s a little house inside, and when you shake it, there’s snow. I put it in my pocket, but I didn’t leave. I really wanted to prove myself. So I went upstairs to where he hung himself.’
‘Oh my God,’ she said.
‘Reach in the glove box and get me a cigarette, would you? I’m trying to quit, but I need one for this.’
She got him one and he punched the dashboard lighter.
‘The house smelled. You wouldn’t believe how it smelled. Mildew and upholstery rot and a kind of rancid smell like butter that had gone over. And living things-rats or woodchucks or whatever else that had been nesting in the walls or hibernating in the cellar. A yellow, wet smell.
‘I crept up the stairs, a little kid nine years old, scared shitless. The house was creaking and settling around me and I could hear things scuttling away from me on the other side of the plaster. I kept thinking I heard footsteps behind me. I was afraid to turn around because I might see Hubie Marsten shambling after me with a hangman’s noose in one hand and his face all black.’
He was gripping the steering wheel very hard. The levity had gone out of his voice. The intensity of his remembering frightened her a little. His face, in the glow of the instrument panel, was set in the long lines of a man who was traveling a hated country he could not completely leave.
‘At the top of the stairs I got all my courage and ran down the hall to that room. My idea was to run in, grab something from there, too, and then get the hell out of there. The door at the end of the hall was closed. I could see it getting closer and closer and I could see that the hinges had settled and the bottom edge was