we donât give up our arms.â
âI donât want your old arms,â I answered. âI wouldnât know what to do with them. But I ask you to respect the dead and the fact that this place is neutral ground.â
âBy whose order?â the only officer with them said.
âGeneral Winfield Scott,â I lied.
âWell, we donât have other clothes, maâam,â the officer said.
âThen, wait here. Iâll go into the house and get somethingfor you to cover your markings of rank with. That is the only way you can approach General Washingtonâs tomb, Iâm afraid.â
I sounded braver than I felt. But they waited. I ran into the house and, seeing Emily in the hall, grabbed the shawl from around her shoulders. âGo and find me four more,â I ordered.
âWhat you doinâ with my shawl?â she asked.
âNever mind, Iâll return it immediately. Do as I say.â
In several minutes she came back with four more shawls. Two were mine. I ran outside again and down to where the soldiers were standing with Mr. Herbert. Would grown men agree to put shawls around their shoulders like little old ladies? Would they agree to leave their guns at the gate?
âGentlemen.â I held up the shawls.
âYou canât expect me to put that on, maâam,â the youngest soldier said.
âAnd why not?â
âItâs like my granny wears.â
âRespect,â I said. âIf I had blankets enough, Iâd give you those. Just pretend they are blankets. And think of the story youâll have to tell your grandchildren. You actually visited George Washingtonâs tomb.â
There was some mumbling, but they took the shawls and draped them around their shoulders. âAnybody tell anybody back in camp about this anâ youâre dead meat,â the officer threatened.
âWe all got the same secret,â one of the others said.
They left their guns and we went down the hill to Washingtonâs tomb. We stood outside the cast-iron gate reflectively. They took off their hats.
âJust wanted to pay our respects, sir,â the officer said.
Tears came to my eyes. Overhead I heard my eagle calling. If I were given to conjure, like the Nigras, Iâd say it was a sign. But I am a good Yankee, believing in no such nonsense.
At the top of the hill again, they handed back the shawls, offered Mr. Herbert some money, and picked up their rifles. âThank you, maâam,â the youngest one said.
As we watched them walk away Upton looked at me. âI told you you belonged here,â he said, âbut youâd better get the matter official. With General Scott, I mean.â
As my eagle soared gracefully overhead I promised him I would. I was flush with success. I felt as if I could accomplish anything.
Seven
I have met some of the neighbors. I think they are all Quakers, although we have one foot-washing Baptist in the person of Mrs. Jean Harbinger. She came around one day bearing a pecan pie. She is a tall, sad woman who lost one son when he fell from a horse and broke his neck. She came with another, named Robert. He is about seventeen and completely under his motherâs domination. She should send him away to school instead of keeping him wrapped around her like a shawl.
She wears grief on her like a shawl too. It even shows in her walk, which is languid and reluctant, as if she really has no place to go and nothing to look forward to.
She is the one who told me we are surrounded by a Quaker settlement. That all of George Washingtonâs farms were purchased by Quakers.
âHe hated Quakers,â she told me, as if she knew him personally. âThey thwarted all his war aims in the Jersey legislature. You watch. The ones around here wonât be found if there is trouble in the neighborhood. Theyâll hide in their cellars.â
âThat isnât quite right, Mother,â Robert