Mother, and my job was to set the table. We had one housemaid, Ella, a silent, disapproving person who set standards I could never possibly meet.
I have, in proper order, written to my friend Mary McMakin, in Philadelphia, and asked her to come and be my chaperone.
She wrote back and said her mother was ill and she could not come at the moment.
I have put the ad in the Alexandria paper to find a girl to come and stay with me. It seems so silly. What will I do with her when she comes? Am I not telling Upton Herbert that I do not trust him by doing this?
âYou must do as you are told,â he admonished me. He was standing on the wharf, tamping some tobacco into his pipe for a momentâs relaxation. The river and the Maryland shore were behind him. Quite a backdrop. And now that I have been around him for a while, I can describe Mr. Herbert better. He is a lean, brown-eyed man, with the grace of hundreds of years of breeding in his movements. He dresses in brown. His shirts and fingernails are always clean.
âYou speak to me as if Iâm a child,â I said.
âArenât you still?â
âIâm a woman of twenty-two.â
âIf that is your claim.â
âWhat mean you by that, sir?â
He smiled. âDonât get on your high horse, but if youâre twenty-two, Iâm Napoléonâs nephew.â
âDo you accuse me of lying?â
âJust stretching the truth a bit for your own ends.â
âIâm-twenty-two.â
He drew a letter out of his coat pocket. âI have proof here that states otherwise.â
My heart dropped inside me. I reached for the letter, but he pulled back.
âWho is it from?â I asked.
âMrs. Francis Knudson.â
I gasped. âMy sister, Fanny? She wrote to you? On what pretext?â
âJust to tell me that you are only eighteen.â
âOh!â I had no words. I had only anger, then feelings of betrayal and hurt. âShe had no right. Sheâs always tried to hurt me and stop me from doing things. Oh, the witch.â
âNow, now, sheâs an older sister.â
âI hate her. Sheâs ruined everything for me.â
âNothing is ruined,â he said. âThe information will go no further.â
I hesitated a moment. âWhy would you do that for me?â
âBecause I think you are right for the job. You belong here, as do I. You appreciate the place for what it is.â
How could I be angry at that assessment? Oh, he had me so confused. I turned to look up at the house. âI feel as if I belong here,â I said.
âAnd so you do. Iâve seen some of your letters to Miss Cunningham. They seem to echo Mr. Washingtonâs when he was away at war, writing home.â
âThey do?â
âYes. Iâll show you how they resemble each other sometime,â
âBut what will we do about Fanny?â
He thought for a moment. âIâll write to her and tell her Iâll take the matter up with Miss Cunningham and weâll abide by her wishes.â
âYouâd lie for me?â
âI can tell a judicious lie sometimes. Look, weâre at war. You are settled in here. Miss Cunningham s health is fragile, and anyway, she canât travel through the lines now. It would be worse not to lie at this point. Ohh. I think we have guests.â He laid down his hammer and ruler and nails. âSoldiers.â
They were from the Union army. Five of them. They explained they were stationed near here and wanted to see Washingtonâs tomb. One was a boy of only about seventeen. âWant to see if heâs still here,â he said.
I saw in Mr. Herbertâs face and demeanor the angry superintendent warring with the Southern gentleman, and I stepped in.
âIâll gladly show it to you,â I said, âif you check your guns here at the gate and put on other clothing.â
âWeâre Union, maâam. And