told her. âThereare a lot of Quakers who have sons in gray right now. And some who have sons in blue.â
She told him to hush. I made her tea, and she spoke of her boy Donnie as if he were still with her. Then she spoke about the neighborhood.
âMany Quaker Friends fled to New Jersey when it looked like there was going to be war,â she said, âbut they have all returned. The big house on Union Farm, half a mile from your west gate, has been reopened. And there are lights on at Walnut Hill.â
She knew everything about the neighborhood. Then she told me about old Wes Ford, an ex-slave man who is living nearby.
âHe came to your mansion about 1802,â she said. âWhen Bushrod Washington inherited the place from the general. And he left with John Augustineâs family. He stayed that long, though heâd been set free in his masters will in 1829. One thing about the Nigras around here. They donât want to leave. Robert, pour me another cup of tea.â
He poured it.
âSo Mr. Herbert told me,â I said.
âWes Ford can tell stories about the general and his wife. Stories told to him by Billy, the generalâs body servant himself. Billy was still living here when Wes Ford came in 1802.â
Then, having won my interest, she gave the conversation a turn.
âFunny, isnât it? You and Mr. Herbert living all alone here in this big house.â
âMr. Herbert is going to start a Home Guard. Iâm going to ask him to teach me how to shoot,â Robert said.
âRobert, you are not going to learn how to shoot. Now, we have discussed this.â
âWeâre not alone,â I said. Robertâs young, handsome face was flushed. He reminded me of Charles, my first love.
âOh? Iâd heard that the lady from the Association had a sick mother. Didnât she go home to her?â
I was trapped. âYes, she did. But we have four servants, three of them women. And Iâm actively seeking a female companion.â I looked at her. âDo you want the job?â
âI beg your pardon?â
âDo you want to come and live here with me and help guard my virtue?â
She looked flustered. âDear me, no. Iâm not insinuating anything. I donât wish you to take it that way. Heavens, Iâve known Mr. Herbert for years. We all have. He is so full of decorum he could pass for Saint Joseph in the dark.â
I had never liked Saint Joseph. I didnât think much of a man whoâd allow angels to tell him how to conduct his marriage.
Then she got up. âCome, Robert, it is time to go.â She turned to me. âThe good Lord has his plan. Iâm sure you will find someone.â
âIâm sure I will.â
âHe knew what he was doing when he took my Donnie. At least Donnie wonât have to go fight in the war and get himself killed.â
I did not understand such convoluted reasoning. But then, I did not know how a mother felt who had lost a son. I did know that if it happened to me, I wouldnât go around telling people that the Lord knew what he was doing. And I wouldnât make my other son pay for it either.
The next who came to visit was Anne Frobel, a Quaker woman.
She came the day I was planning on going to town to get passes for myself and the servants.
âIs thee planning a trip?â
âI was going to Alexandria to get passes.â
âAnd why isnât Mr. Herbert taking thee?â
âHeâs been advised against going.â
âAh, so he hasnât taken the loyalty oath, then?â
âNo, he hasnât, Mrs. Frobel.â
âWell, we Quakers donât take oaths, you know. But I did come to deliver him a message.â
I had brought her into the kitchen and sat her down. âShall I fetch him? Heâs repairing the wharf.â
âNo, but thee can tell him this. We got together and decided that if he needs our men in the Home Guard