donât know where the guns came from. They were just there, man, when we decided we needed them.â
âWhyâd you need them?â
âTo shoot up the fucking school, man. Whaddya think?â
âWhose idea was that?â I said.
âI told everybody this shit before,â Wendell said. âTen times. The cops, the lawyers, the jerkoff fucking shrinks. My old lady. Ten times. We wanted to do it. We did it. Here we are. End of story.â
I nodded. Fun.
âWhat do you think of Jared?â I said.
âHuh?â
âJared,â I said. âWhat do you think of him.â
âHe bailed on me, man. He put his little sissy tail between his legs and snuck out, left me to deal with the cops.â
âAnd it wasnât supposed to be that way?â
âHell, no.â
âHow was it supposed to be?â I said.
âStand-up, man. Two stand-up guys in there giving the cops the finger when they finally came in.â
âBut Jared got scared?â
âLooks like it,â Wendell said.
âThat why you rolled on him?â I said.
âRolled?â
âYou ratted him out to the cops.â
âThe fuck wasnât going to leave me with the bag.â
âPlus, you got a deal,â I said.
âThat is between us and the District Attorney,â Taglio said. âThereâs no reason for you to discuss that, Wendell.â
âWhatever,â Wendell said.
âSo how do we know you didnât just make it up that Jared was there?â I said.
â âCause the fucker confessed, man. Would that be some kind of fucking clue.â
âGood point,â I said. âMust be a drag after being close with a guy all this time, he bails on you the minute things get rough.â
Wendell shrugged.
âWe wasnât so close.â
âYou enter into a plot to kill seven people with a guy you werenât close to.â
âSure, it was like, you know, business partners,â Wendell said and laughed. âWasnât like we was gonna get married or something.â
âBut you must have had reason to think you could trust him.â
Wendell shrugged.
âBut you couldnât,â I said.
Wendell shrugged again.
âMake you mad?â
âFuck him, man. I got it done without him.â
âGot what done?â I said.
âI took care of business,â he said.
âYou shot those people without him?â
Taglio put a hand on Wendellâs arm. Wendell looked at him. Taglio shook his head.
âIâm not talking about that,â Wendell said.
âYou know who shot whom?â I said.
Wendell shook his head.
âDid you shoot more or did Jared?â
Wendell shook his head.
âThere were fifteen people shot,â I said. âOne of you must have shot more than the other unless both of you shot at least one of the same people.â
Wendell shrugged.
âMaybe you both shot them all,â I said.
âFuck you,â Wendell said. âI ainât talking to you no more.â
âEverybody says that to me,â I said. âSooner or later.â
15
W ENDELL G RANT â S MOTHER â S name was Wilma. She ran a little health-food store near the center of town, with four tables outside, where you could sit and consume sassafras tea and bean sprouts on whole-grain bread. She was a pale woman with big, dark eyes and dark, straight, shoulder-length hair, which was beginning to show some gray. The day I went to see her, she was wearing an ankle-length gray dress with blue flowers, and leather sandals. There was no sign of makeup.
It was three oâclock in the afternoon. The store was empty of customers, and Wilma Grant sat with me at one of thesmall tables on the sidewalk outside the store. She drank some tea. I didnât.
âHe just never . . .â she said.
I nodded.
âHe never was what I wanted him to be,â she said.
Her