watered-down talk of the priests. He was also a most miserable man. I decided I did not want to believe as he did, because I did not want to be like him.â
âBut how do you know so much about God, then?â Jesse asked.
âI made it my goal to find out all I could,â Parvel said. âSomehow, I knew that what I heard from the priests couldnât be the truth, or at least not the whole truth. I started a private collection of texts from the Holy Scriptures. Just fragments, you understand. I have yet to find a complete copy.â
âBecause itâs so old?â
âIt is old, yes. Preserved from an age no one now remembers. But, more importantly, the king doesnât appreciate the God of the Scriptures. He and his court subscribe to a very different kind of religion.â
Instantly, Jesse remembered the dragon sculpture he had seen in Chancellor Doranâs parlor. Even thinking about it gave him a sick feeling, like someone was twisting his stomach inside of him.
âI have found many scraps with fire damage on the edges,â Parvel said, shaking his head angrily. âI believe they burn all copies of it, Jesse. The most important book in all of history. Can you believe it?â
âI believe it,â Jesse said flatly. âWeâre here in the rain outside a swamp because the king is trying to kill us. It doesnât surprise me that heâs willing to burn a few books.â
âIn any case, God rewards an earnest search for truth. As it says in the Scriptures, âGod did this so that people would seek him and perhaps reach out and find him, though he is not far from any one of us.â I read those words, and ones like them. And I believed.â
Jesse turned around, wincing as the rough bark of the tree scraped his neck. He looked toward the camp, where he could dimly see Silas and Raeâs sleeping forms. âWhat about people who donât want to believe?â
âYou can only choose for yourself, not for others,â Parvel said, shrugging.
He keeps speaking in vague, intellectual terms, like this is a debate in his study at home .
âBut what about Rae and Silas?â Jesse asked, getting right to the heart of the matter. âThey donât want to listen to anything about God. Silas especially. Rae seems to tolerate it, as if belief in God is a harmless myth. But Silasâ¦.â
âYes, Rae and Silas,â Parvel said. He didnât sound upset at all. Instead, he frowned thoughtfully, like Rae and Silas were logic puzzles his tutor would have him solve. âRae thinks she doesnât need God, that she can do without Him even if He does exist. Silas, on the other hand, doesnât trust God. He doesnât believe that Heâs good. Besides, he wants revenge for his fatherâs death, and he knows that if God exists, He wouldnât approve of revenge.â
That was frustrating to Jesse. âWhat would it take to change their minds? What more can we do ?â
âLet me tell you a story,â Parvel said, instead of answering. Jesse knew from experience, though, that the story would be the answer.
âLong ago, there was a messenger in the court of King Marias who was sent to the city of Lidia to announce that an army of Westlunders was planning to attack it.â
âWho were the Westlunders?â Jesse asked. Parvel often forgot that not everyone was as familiar with history as he was.
âA powerful tribe from the western side of the mountains,â Parvel said. âSome even said they were giants. In any case, after hearing the report of the impending attack, the sovereign of Lidia refused to prepare for war. He left the city defenseless and sent the messenger away in disgrace.â
âFoolish,â Jesse said. âWhat kind of ruler was he?â
âHe believed the city walls were strong enough to withstand any attack,â Parvel said, shrugging. âHe trusted that
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