out.â
âPatty, how much does a fuck cost?â My mouth was dry and I could barely got out the words. When I heard them, I was shocked.
âWhat did you say, honey?â She stared at me in surprise as she struggled into her dress.
âNothinâ.â I bowed my head and put my book across my lap so she couldnât see that my pants were bulging from my throbbing boner.
She turned off the iron and came over to the couch and grinned down at my book. âYouâre becoming a little man, arenât you, sweetie.â She sat down on the couch beside me and I smelled the lilac talcum powder she wore. It made the throbbing in my boner race faster. She moved the book and undid the buttons to my fly and slipped her hand inside and squeezed. âPretty soon youâre going to be old enough to give girls a real ride.â
I was paralyzed with fear and wonderment at the feel of her hand, but my hard-on was going wild. She put her arm around my neck. Her breath hit me with a warm smell of whiskey.
âDo you want some relief, honey?â
She leaned down and slipped my erection through the fly hole. Her hot lips went on it and I almost screamed. Her wets lips made a sucking sound and I immediately exploded in her mouth. My hips jerked and I instinctively pumped back and forth, trying to shove it further into her mouth. She took her mouth off my boner and spat into a tissue she pulled from her dress pocket.
She put the book back on top of my erection and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
âYou never forget the first time, sweetie. Thatâs why I did it. So Iâll always be remembered.â
She was right.
6
The next morning I met Gibbs and Gleason at the turntable where the train swung around and headed back toward Hawthorne. When the hard rock mines in the mountain had been operating full blast, Mina had been an important rail spur. Now the train only worked part-time and Gleasonâs dad always said that pretty soon theyâd shut it down entirely and the family would have to move to a town where he could find work. Gibbs and Gleason didnât move as much as Betty and me, but Mina was the third school each had attended, and that was true about many kids. People moved to where the work was and little desert towns thrived when there were jobs. When a mine closed, so did the grocery store, barbershop, and clothing store. The restaurants, gas stations, and motels sometimes survived on the highway trade, but the rest of the town moved on.
I told Betty that Gleasonâs dad was taking us to the carnival in Hawthorne. We were going to the carnival after we handed out the pamphlets, but would hitchhike home because the train would have already made its last trip to Mina. I learned that it was better to lie to her so she didnât worry.
I had a hundred sheets of paper hidden under my shirt, ads for âpleasure servicesâ at the Pink Lady, a âfully licensed and doctor-certified establishment.â I read one of the pamphlets and was surprised that it didnât say anything about the place being a whorehouse. MaryJane wanted me to be sure and tell the man she thought would be passing them out not to worry about sheriffs deputies, âtheyâre my best customers,â but to watch out for the shore patrol. Hawthorne was in the middle of the Nevada desert, but had a navy base. For miles coming into Hawthorne we rolled by giant dirt mounds, extending out into the desert as far as the eye could see, looking like enormous burial mounds.
âMy dad says there are dinosaur bones buried under those mounds,â
Gibbs said, âand the army and navyâs keeping âem secret.â
Gleason scoffed. âThereâs ammunition in them, bullets and artillery shells for the army and stuff for big navy guns.â
Gibbs slapped him on the back of the head, nearly knocking his glasses off. âYeah, well maybe you donât know so much. Everyone knows