bench
His legs as restless, as aimless
As his restless, aimless tongue
She caught her breath when she
Saw him, turned quickly
Away.
Melissa peered wide-eyed around her
Sister’s shoulder.
“Memphis is a special place,” the old
Man said, remembering a distant brawl
Of nights and thinking it might have
Been Memphis. “Good people fall in
That town, but only strong people rise again.”
Damien sat next to Junice
Knowing she could feel his warmth through
The space between them.
DAMIEN and JUNICE
Junice
Damien I don’t want to see you.
I’m so glad you came.
I don’t want you to say good-bye. Good-bye
I need to be brave, now. I’m so scared
I’m going with you
You’re not strong enough. Go back
Home. I love you, but go back home.
You belong in a safer place. There’s
So little for me in Memphis, a distant relative,
A life I don’t know. You need to be safe.
It’s all I want for you. Don’t kiss my fingers.
Junice, there’s no leaving in me.
No gentle grieving and going on
This is a forever moment
We hold in our hands
Yes, we’re in a storm
But it’s a storm we can stand
As one, as Damien and Junice
And Melissa
Wherever your heart rests
There I will live and be blessed
I’ve tried to line up the things I
Needed to say but now my feelings just
Tumble from me. I am half foolish,
Half drunk with wanting you
With wanting to take your hand
And leap into the darkness of whatever
Life will bring. Love makes me
Brave and without love I’m made
Nothing.
Aren’t you afraid?
Trembling. A bird on a leaf
My hands are numb, my knees weak
With resolution. I am Adam, reeling
From the Garden
Can I be your Eve?
Can you really leave
Yesterday’s Damien behind?
I’ll never find him again if I search a thousand years.
They’re getting on the bus, Melissa says.
We’re getting on the bus.
Yes. Yes.
JUNICE with DAMIEN and MELISSA on the BUS to MEMPHIS
As Damien sleeps, I lie with my cheek against
His side. His clothing smells of nervous sweat
The sound of his heart is comforting.
The occasional highway lights flicker through
The half-empty bus. A ghost White woman with
Dark, shiny eyes presses her face against a window.
Damien has written a letter to his parents
I imagine him typing, searching for words
Thinking again and again how useless words can be
“I will call you soon,” is all that I left for Miss Ruby
What would I add, that it is crying time?
I am crying for Miss Ruby, and vow to find
A place for her, as I will find one for Melissa
In this fearful moment I am crying for Mama
Vowing to forgive her. One day. Some day.
Melissa woke and came from her seat to
Where Damien and I huddled. I smiled
At her and she didn’t smile back. But she
Lifted my hand from Damien’s shoulder,
Kissed it, and put it carefully back.
I am crying for Damien. He is so beautiful with
His gifts of love, so wise in his reasoning, but I
Wonder if I can be strong enough for him.
And then…And then…And then I am not
Crying. I am not on a bus but a captain
Battling the tossing sea and I am peering
Straight ahead through the fog and darkness
Knowing that somewhere there is safety,
Somewhere there is a land where we can
Build and plant and grow.
Damien tells me that he has withdrawn
His savings, but worries that it will not
Be enough. I don’t answer.
Damien, I am Street, we will make it.
Damien says that we must have a plan to succeed.
Damien, I am Street, I plan to survive.
His voice dropped when he said…perhaps…we should
Marry, his arm pulling me closer.
“We’ll see, my love,” I answered.
As Damien sleeps, I lie with my cheek against
His side. His clothing smells of nervous sweat
The sound of his heart is comforting.
About the Author
WALTER DEAN MYERS is the renowned author of AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF MY DEAD BROTHER , a National Book Award finalist; SHOOTER , a Children's Book Sense Summer Pick; MONSTER, the first winner of the Michael L.