didnât have to turn to know that Blythe was headed in our direction. He was at our table in the next moment, leaning over the only empty chair, curling his big hands around the top. I pretended to be occupied with my silverware rolling, not wanting to notice how Camille was beaming at him, her own hands gripping each other tightly. Jilly said, âHey, Bly, you outta here for the night?â
He grinned at my sister. I braved a look in his direction and found myself studying the line of his jaw, scruffy now with a dayâs growth of whiskers. His forearms were tan and sinewy, braced against the chair back, and lightly dusted with dark hair. As much as I wanted to kick myself, I would be lying if I said that a pulse didnât beat low in my stomach at the sight of him.
âIâm headed into town, actually. I thought I might see whatâs shaking over at Eddieâs.â Eddie always had live music on Fridays. Blyâs deep voice was so very appealing. For a split second I allowed myself to fantasize that I was seventeenâno, make that eighteenâand that I could accompany this gorgeous man to the bar, where we would drink and dance, and thenâ¦
I mentally bashed my forehead on the table in front of me. Joelle Gordon, you have absolutely lost your mind , I reprimanded, harshly. Too long had passed since Iâd had sex with Jackson. A good year, actually, and obviously not once since the incident at the Christmas party. Much more time had passed since weâd made love like we used toâ¦hot and heavy and fantastic. In all those years Iâd scarcely fantasized about other men, so consumed with wife- and motherhood. It must be the dearth, catching up with me at last.
But then, to my amazement, he added, âYou two would be more than welcome to come with,â addressing Jilly, but his gaze flickered to include me in the equation. Then he looked apologetically at my daughter. âIâd invite you, too, butâ¦â
Camille smiled winningly. I could tell how thrilled she was to be included, though she played it cool. âI know, not old enough. But thanks.â
âNo problem,â he replied, and looked back at us. âWhat do ya say?â
If Jilly was as profoundly tempted by this request as I was, she did a marvelous job of hiding the fact. She said, âWeâll see. Jo, youâre probably pretty tired, huh?â
Damn you, Jilly , I telegraphed her fiercely. But I could tell she was just giving me a delicate out. I almost ground my teeth together before saying what I knew I had to, what propriety demanded. âMaybe some other time. But thanks.â
He appeared unruffled, backing up a step and removing the bandana from his forehead. âIâll hold you to it,â he added, and his lips were full and soft as he met my eyes for a fraction of a second, with the merest suggestion of heat. I was sure I wasnât imagining it, and darted my gaze away like lightning.
âSee you guys,â he added before lumbering away; all three of us watched him go, watched him through the window as he bid the older folks good-night. Mom actually slapped him on the butt as he said something to make them laugh, and I was absurdly jealous of her.
Camille said, low, as he disappeared into his truck, âOh my God, heâs cute.â
Jilly and I exchanged a quick look at the reverence in her tone. Shit, I had to damper this right now; my own fantasies were insane enough, but I would absolutely not allow my impressionable young daughter to go down this road with a full-grown man, and an ex-convict, no matter how beautiful he was.
âMilla, goofball, heâs got a girlfriend,â Jilly said, keeping her tone intentionally light. She conceded, âI know heâs cute, though.â
A girlfriend. Of course he didâ¦and I thanked Jilly for mentioning her. âCamilla-billa,â I added, in keeping with the nicknames, âheâs a