for our children.â
It was good of them to do anything for us, considering the blow theyâd suffered that day, and here she was apologising for not doing more. After she left us, I was as angry as Iâve ever been in my entire life.
âItâs a disgrace,â I muttered. âItâs not supposed to be this way. No one minds paying tribute to their religos in return for the roads they build and their protection from brigands, but theyâve become greedy. They take whatever they want because no one can stand up to the Wyrdborn.â
Tamlynâs shoulders slumped in dejection. âYou donât need to say any more, Silvermay. If not for the Wyrdborn, the commonfolk would live easier lives. I feel sick at heart that I am one of them.â
I reached across to touch his arm. âI didnât mean â¦â
âItâs all right. You can include me in what you say and I have no right to object. I am a Wyrdborn and my kind help greed grow worse and worse across the kingdom.â
I said no more. Instead, the anger resounded inside my head, where it became all the louder for being cooped up. The leaders who governed Athlane were callous men who stole from their people then lorded overus in luxury. The injustice of it burned me like coals, but what could I do, a commonfolk girl without special powers, with no army to command and certainly no royal blood in my veins like the heroes in the fairytales of my childhood always had. I was Silvermay Hawker and I had enough trouble helping those close to me; the rest of Athlane would have to take care of itself.
While Ryall drifted towards sleep, I sat in the straw beside Tamlyn, our shoulders close enough to touch without quite doing so. I pulled at the stems and stalks until he took one from me and threaded it playfully into my hair. He liked what he saw and began to poke more around my head, placing each one carefully.
âWhat are you doing?â I asked.
âMaking a crown.â
âI donât want to be a princess.â
âDonât you? I quite fancied being a prince â when I was a boy, anyway. My mother heard me pretending and had a crown made for me. She encouraged my games.â
âDoesnât sound much like a Wyrdborn mother.â
âShe was different,â said Tamlyn, becoming serious. He stopped decorating my hair and stared into the gloom of the stables.
âShe gave you those puppies so you would feel their love for you,â I said.
âPuppies,â he repeated softly. âI have never used that word, yet youâre right: when Ezeldi first brought them to me, they were barely weaned. I donât like to think about what theyâve become.â
âThat was your fatherâs doing,â I reminded him. âItâs your mother I want to hear about.â
He stared at me as though it had never occurred to him that one person might want to learn about another. In the world of the Wyrdborn they didnât, I supposed, unless it was to discover a weakness.
âMy mother is very beautiful,â he said, âeven though she is past the age when women are at their prettiest.â A gleam came to his eye. âLike you are now, Silvermay.â
I pushed at his shoulder and he fell sideways into the straw as though I had bowled him over. Still chuckling, he sat upright again as I said, âI donât want to hear about me, either.â
It was a lie, of course. What girl doesnât want to be told she is pretty? I would have welcomed every word like a desert thirsty for rain. Fool me, then, that he took me at my word.
âMy mother comes from a well-known family of Wyrdborn. There is nothing to explain why she carries something inside her that others do not.â
âShe has spoken to you about it, then, this strange something?â
âYes, over the years stories have come out. She told me once how she used to sit at her bedroom window, staring down