feet.
âRats. Scurrying over my toes.â
We all three shuddered.
âMy plan coming home was: slam door, have four thousand showers.â
âThe rats made you angry?â Dad asked. âMe, I would have been scared.â
âI was. No, Cathy made me angry.â
My parents looked at each other. The last time Cathy and I had had a fight, weâd been about five. Iâd given her favorite doll a haircut. Cathy had not appreciated Barbieâs new mohawk.
âSheâs in love with a vampire.â
âThe new vampire student?â Dad asked, as if there were some other vampire Cathy could have gone gaga over.
âYes.â
âBut you knew that,â Mom said. âYou told me about it last week.â
âYes, but now it might be more than just a crush. Sheâs got that heâs-the-One look in her eye. And stupid Francis the vampire is encouraging her now. Heâs so much older than her. They have nothing in common. Francis is going to break Cathyâs heart.â
âAnd thatâs why you slammed the door?â Mom asked.
I nodded.
âOh, sweetie,â she said. âThatâs just how love is when youâre young. You get hurt. All you can do is be there for her, like sheâs been there for you.â
Okay, so I knew from personal experience that dating a normal guy can go badly wrong as well.
I nodded reluctantly. âBut heâs a vampire. Donât you think that makes it a little bit different than any other guy?â
âNot really,â Dad said. âLove is love. Itâs painful for everyone.â
âWell,â Mom said, âit has its upsides too.â She and Dad exchanged one of their you-are-the-love-of-my-life looks. I tried not to be ill.
She gave me a brief hug. âIs that all thatâs bothering you?â
âPretty much.â
âItâs just Cathyâs love life? Not anything else?â Dad inquired. âHowâs Anna doing?â
I flinched before I could stop myself. Iâd been trying not to think of Annaâs pale face and withdrawal from us all, of Dr. Saunders standing at her door like an avenging angel or her terrified stare at Francis today.
But I had to think about it. It was me Anna had come to for help. If Francis was involved in whatever was upsetting Principal Saunders â¦
Momâs voice went soft. âAre you that worried about her?â
âIâm handling it,â I said.
I was going to handle it. I just wasnât sure how yet.
âCan we change the subject?â I continued. âWant to know what college Iâm going to? What Iâm going to do with my life? WaitâI canât tell you. Because I still donât know.â
âHoney,â Dad said, leaning forward to ruffle my hair. âAs weâve both told you, at seventeen itâs perfectly normal not to know what you want to do with your life. I didnât decide to be a lawyer until Iâd been in IT for almost five years.â
Iâd heard all this before. âI know, Dad. Iâm not that worried,â I lied.
âYou shouldnât be,â Mom said. âYouâll do great no matter what you decide to do. Including cleaning up the kitchen, which is your punishment for assaulting the door and our ears. I made lasagna for dinner. Kitchenâs a bit of a mess.â
CHAPTER SEVEN
Books as Camouflage
I tried to talk to Cathy alone at school the next day, but Francis was with her at all times. Solicitously carrying her bag. Talking with her about history and philosophy andâeven worseâpoetry! Why couldnât he go back to interrogating Cathy about her childhood asthma? He hung about her like a bad smellâa fantastically handsome, blond bad smell.
I had to lie in wait to catch her in the one place that I knew Francis would never go.
By which I mean the girlsâ bathroom.
I was leaning against the bathroom sink as Cathy