stuffed it in his pocket, and exited the booth, the accordion door creaking with neglect.
He started the truck and got back on the highway, his mind whirling. How would Shay react? Sheâd be spittinâ mad, that was for sure. If he were there, sheâd shove him, her eyes shooting fire. Sheâd rail on him; then, after a while, her face would start to crumple and heâd try to hold her. Sheâd push him away at first, then sheâd fall apart and sob in his arms.
He had to stop this. Had to start thinking of what to say. How to put words to his thoughts.
Ten minutes later he had his monologue memorized. He was half wondering if sheâd hang up on him when his truck made a noise. A half mile later he began losing speed. The truck sputtered, and thatâs when he remembered. Gas!
Heâd meant to get it on the way to the courthouse, but heâd been so lost in his own misery, heâd forgotten. Stupid!
He pulled the truck onto the emergency lane and turned the key, looking around. Heâd left town miles ago, maybe six or seven?
He got out and started jogging back toward Cody. By the time he reached a gas station, his shirt was wet with sweat, but the only thing he cared about was reaching Shay. He approached the phone, bolted to the side of the building, and placed the call.
How long had it been? An hour and a half. He wiped the sweat from his forehead while the phone rang.
When the woman answered, he identified himself.
âIâm sorry, sir, your fiancée left a little while ago.â
âWhat do you mean she left? What did you say?â
âSir, I donât care for your tone.â
Travis rubbed his face. âIâm sorry. Iâm sorry. Iâm just . . . upset.â
âShe asked me what youâd said, and I told her youâd changed your mind and you werenât coming.â
Awww . . . blast it! He ground his teeth together and kicked the concrete wall twice. Three times. Then he took a steadying breath. âWhatâd she say? Whereâd she go?â
Another phone pealed in the background. âShe was visibly upset. She waited awhile and then she left. I donât know where she went. Iâm sorry, sir, but I have to go.â
âNo, waitââ But the click sounded in his ear.
He holstered the phone in its cradle with enough force to break it. Then picked it up and did it three more times. She was probably on her way home by now. She wouldâve called her folks to come after her. There was no way to reach her at the moment.
He bought a container, filled it with gas, and hitched a ride to his truck. Once it was running, he continued south, stopping to call Shayâs house at every town he hit. Shayâs dad finally picked up four hours later.
âYou have some nerve, buddy.â
âDid Shay make it back?â
âNo thanks to you.â
He begged to speak with her, but her dad said she wasnât there. He decided to keep trying. Sheâd pick up eventually, and then he could explain. But at every stop, every time he called, her dad picked up. The last time heâd gotten a blistering earful.
Travis kept driving, determined, now that heâd set his course, on crossing the Texas line before stopping. It was after midnight when he pulled into the first Texas motel he came across, La Siesta. It was a dimly lit U-shaped building with two cars in the lot. He opened the truck door, and when the interior light came on, he noticed something black on the passenger floor. He reached for it, his heart sinking.
Shayâs purse.
Heâd left her with no money, no identification, nothing! He groaned and drove his palm into the steering wheel. Idiot! But surely sheâd had . . . Then he remembered her suitcase. She hadnât taken it out of the pickup bedâwhy would she? They were supposed to be married and driving home together.
He called himself every name in the book as he checked in, then