around. Go back to their Kmart future. Turn away from Texas and everything heâd dreamed of.
When he reached the intersection, he saw a No U-turn sign. The light turned green, and he continued ahead. A sign for the upcoming highway caught his eye: State Route 120 Casper.
He was already in the left lane. His truck seemed to take the route of its own volition. He was on Route 120, headed south toward Casper. South toward Texas.
His heart rate dropped and his fingers relaxed on the steering wheel. His breathing slowed, the knot in his stomach loosened. He felt better already, just pointing the truck in a different direction.
Pointing his life in a different direction. A giddy feeling welled up inside him at the thought of all that lay ahead. But it was immediately choked out by thoughts of Shay.
Shay, waiting for him at the courthouse. He had to call her. How could he explain this drastic change? But it wasnât drastic really, was it? Heâd been waffling since the moment theyâd dreamed up this plan.
She had to know he was struggling. Hadnât he tried to talk to her about this weeks ago? Hadnât she asked him a dozen times if he was sure? Hadnât she asked him just this morning?
And you said you were .
He stuffed the thought back down. Heâd made the decision, and it felt right. Felt freeing. A marriage couldnât be Godâs will for them, not right now. They didnât even have their parentsâ blessings. That wasnât honoring, was it?
Now he just had to break it to Shay.
Heâd stop at the next pay phone, call the courthouse. Heâd tell Shay he loved her, that this wasnât about her at all. That they were too young. They could get married later, after heâd had a chance to chase his dreams.
He scanned the roadside and saw a phone booth outside a convenience store. He pulled in and entered the booth, racking his brain for the right words. He didnât want to hurt Shay, but no matter what he said, that was unavoidable.
The number was in the government section. He deposited some coins and placed the call. The receptionist picked up on the fifth ring.
âUh, yes, I have an appointment forââ He checked his watch. âWell, right now. I need to talk to Shay Monroe. She should be there in your office.â
âShe checked in a few minutes ago, but she went outside to wait for her fiancé.â
âIâm her fiancé. Thereâs been aâuh, change of plans. Can you get her, please?â
âIâm sorry, sir, I canât leave my office.â
âPlease, I have to tell her Iâm not coming.â
A second line rang. âHold, please.â
âNo, waitââ But the line clicked and she was gone.
Blast it! He hated the thought of Shay waiting outside for him, watching every car as it turned the corner. Had she sensed his agitation? Surely she had. He twisted the cold metal cord around his hand.
âHello?â the woman said.
âYes, Iâm here.â
Another line pealed in the background. âIâm afraid I canât leave my desk. Weâre quite busy.â
âPlease. It wonât take but a few minutes, and I have to tell herââ
âSir. When the phone stops ringing, Iâll run out and get her, but I donât know when that will be. Call back in fifteen or twenty minutes, and Iâll see that sheâs here.â
It was the best he was going to get. âThank you.â
He hung up the phone. He should put the truck back on the highway headed north and handle this face-to-face like a man. He knew it was the right thing to do.
But if he went back, he knew he wouldnât have the nerve to leave again. Even now he felt pulled, like he needed more distance between them to think with his head and not his heart.
Heâd keep heading south, just for fifteen minutes, then heâd pull off and call back. He ripped the number from the phone book,
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