lay awake half the night berating himself for his thoughtlessness. But even in the darkness of night, even while he regretted what heâd put Shay through, he didnât feel heâd made a mistake in calling off the wedding. The real mistake had been planning it in the first place.
It would be months until he realized that some mistakes could never be undone.
8
O kay, spill,â Abigail said as soon as Beau lumbered away.
The two women were sitting on a blanket on the town square lawn. Darkness was falling, and the lamps along the street flickered on one by one.
Shay pulled her knees into her chest. âDonât know what you mean.â
âYouâve been acting weird all evening,â Abigail said. âWas it the wedding? It mustâve reminded you of Garrett.â
Strangely enough, she hadnât thought of her ex-husband once. âAncient history.â
She tapped her toes to the country-and-western music. Across the wide expanse of lawn, the Silver Spurs jammed onstage. The guitarist moved forward, showing off his skills, and a gaggle of girls gathered at the foot of the stage. Musicians. Oh brother.
âYou and Beau all right? He seems tense.â
âThere is no me and Beau.â
âI know that, I just . . .â Abigail heaved a sigh. âCome on, are we friends or what? It took a lot of creativity to grab a few minutes alone, and if you donât spill soon, theyâll be back.â
Fine. Whatever. âIf you must know, the groom was Travis.â
âYeah, I know. Wade said they used to compete sometimes on theââ Abigailâs eyes popped open. âTravis? The Travis?â
âThe very one.â
âHoly cow, Shay, I had no ideaâwhy didnât you tell me he was back?â
âAll Moose Creek knows heâs back.â
âWell, Iâm new here, remember? Oh my goodness. Your first love. Your soul mate. No wonder youâoooh, that kiss . . . No wonder Beauâs all prickly.â
âHeâs not prickly.â
âHeâs livid. Heâs so handsome . . .â
âBeau?â
Abigail nudged Shayâs foot. âNo, silly, Travis. Itâs all making sense now.â
Shay was glad it made sense to someone. Her own thoughts were a tangled knot of barbed wire.
âIâm surprised you agreed to it.â
âDidnât know Travis was the groom. That was your auntâs little surprise.â A breeze tugged at her hair, and the smell of roasted pork wafted by, turning her stomach.
âI shouldâve known. Aunt Lucyâs such a matchmaker.â
âWell, sheâs wasting her time.â
âNot if that kiss was anything to go by.â Abigail winked.
Shay knew her friend was teasing, but Travis had never been a joking matter. âLast thing I need is another cowardly man.â
Last thing she needed was another man, period.
âSorry.â Abigail smiled sheepishly.
Shay and Olivia were fine on their own. The girl had been devastated by her fatherâs desertion. Sheâd asked him every time he called when he was coming back. When he died, she cried daily for three months while Shay stifled her anger. Only when the anger wore off had she shed tears of sadness at his loss. In the end, sheâd decided the anger was easier.
No, they didnât need some man strolling into their lives and breaking their hearts again, humiliating them in front of the whole town.
Abigail nudged her foot. âSo what are you going to do? Wade said heâs here until his folks return from Guatemala, and thatâs not forââ Her eyes swung upward, over Shayâs head.
âHis being here is no concern of mine.â
âShay . . .â
âI got plenty to keep me busy andââ
âUh, Shay.â
ââlast thing Iâm worried about isââ
âTravis McCoy!â Abigail stood to her feet. âIâm Abigail,