The Angry Wife by Pearl S. Buck Read Free Book Online

are a strong man, John,” Pierce said kindly.
    They were both silent again and then they had a common impulse to part.
    “Well, goodbye,” Pierce said. “I’m going over to Jackson’s to look for a horse for Tom. If you change your mind about your land you have only to let me know.”
    “Thanks—I can’t answer for myself—I might stay,” John replied. “Or I might go away.”
    Pierce mounted his horse behind the rose bush to spare John the misery of seeing him ride off well and whole. He cantered south to Jackson’s, very grave and sorrowful. Of all men John was the least suited to such a wound, John who never willingly read a book, who lived to hunt and ride and eat and drink. And Molly was not like Lucinda. Luce could make shift without a man, he thought cruelly. Sapphires he had promised if it was a girl. Diamonds he had given her for the boys. She would never give herself entirely for her own passion. That was because she had none. Well, he was glad he had never liked Molly MacBain, since they were neighbors and likely to be neighbors all their lives. She was not quite pretty enough—a little on the common side, he thought, and cursed himself.
    “I’m a damned difficult combination,” he thought ruefully. “I like them to look like queens and act like gypsies. The two don’t come together.”
    The brief frankness with himself made him ashamed. He thought of Lucinda with tenderness, and suddenly feeling the sun beat down on him he touched the mare with his whip and she broke into a gallop. He had the decent man’s dislike of allowing himself to think secretly about women. It was a thing to struggle against after adolescence, a childishness to be outgrown.
    He forgot women thoroughly when he reached Jackson’s horse farm. By some miracle, Jackson had a two-year-old bay.
    “She ain’t quite gentled yet,” Jackson said. He stroked the bay’s shining bronze flanks and she tossed her head.
    “Tom will want to do his own gentling,” Pierce said.
    He examined her, from eye to tooth to fetlock, and settled on a price.
    “Too high,” he thought as he rode homeward. He would be afraid to tell Lucinda.
    “I don’t have to tell her,” he thought and rode on. He was astonished at his new freedom. Once he would have felt he had to tell her everything. But the war had separated him from her. He had learned to live to himself—or almost!
    “Georgia, hurry—here comes your master!” Lucinda cried. She sat by the long window of her room on the rose satin hassock and Georgia knelt beside her, mending a torn ruffle. It was part of Lucinda’s pattern for herself that she always met her husband when he came home. She liked to think of herself throwing open the big door and standing there, a picture against the great hall.
    “Hurry—hurry—” she said impatiently.
    Georgia bent her dark head and her fingers flew at her task. The needle broke suddenly and she held it up, terror in her eyes.
    “My thimble’s got holes in it, ma’am,” she said—“The needle caught.”
    “Oh, Georgia,” Lucinda cried. “The very idea—”
    “Yes, ma’am,” Georgia agreed. “Let me just pin it, ma’am.”
    “You know we haven’t any pins—” Lucinda retorted.
    “Yes, ma’am, but I’ll just use this broken needle, ’tis good for naught, now.”
    “But do we have another needle? Really, Georgia, to break a needle—”
    “I have two more, ma’am, I saved—”
    “Well, then—”
    Lucinda stood, shook her ruffles, and ran downstairs lightly. Behind her Georgia picked up bits of thread from the rose flowered carpet. She stood up and saw herself in the long oval mirror above the dressing table. It was an accident, and she hesitated. Then she tiptoed nearer and gazed at herself. She was pretty! She and Bettina were both pretty, but maybe she was a little prettier even than Bettina. But what use was it? Whom could they hope to marry?
    “Unless we should go up north—” she thought.
    Plenty of brown