trance-like pauses
and prolonged intermissions, so that by this time night had started.
Ah the capacious night, the night
so eager to accommodate strange perceptions. I felt that some important secret
was about to be entrusted to me, as a torch is passed
from one hand to another in a relay.
My sincere apologies, she said.
I had mistaken you for one of my friends.
And she gestured toward the statues we sat among,
heroic men, self-sacrificing saintly women
holding granite babies to their breasts.
Not changeable, she said, like human beings.
I gave up on them, she said.
But I never lost my taste for circular voyages.
Correct me if Iâm wrong.
Above our heads, the cherry blossoms had begun
to loosen in the night sky, or maybe the stars were drifting,
drifting and falling apart, and where they landed
new worlds would form.
Soon afterward I returned to my native city
and was reunited with my former lover.
And yet increasingly my mind returned to this incident,
studying it from all perspectives, each year more intensely convinced,
despite the absence of evidence, that it contained some secret.
I concluded finally that whatever message there might have been
was not contained in speechâso, I realized, my mother used to speak to me,
her sharply worded silences cautioning me and chastising meâ
and it seemed to me I had not only returned to my lover
but was now returning to the Contessaâs Garden
in which the cherry trees were still blooming
like a pilgrim seeking expiation and forgiveness,
so I assumed there would be, at some point,
a door with a glittering knob,
but when this would happen and where I had no idea.
from The Threepenny Review
R. S. GWYNN
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Looney Tunes
for John Whitworth
It begins with the division of a solitary cell,
Carcinogenetic fission leading to a passing-bell,
Lurking far beneath your vision like a pebble in a wellâ
Then it grows.
Soon enough there comes a scalpel that is keen to save your life,
Crooning, âAll things will be well, pal, if you just survive the knife,
But to climb the tallest Alpâll be much easier. Call your wife.â
Then it grows, grows, grows. Then it grows.
Say you canât remember Monday night when Tuesday rolls around.
Does it mean theyâll find you one day blind and frothing on the ground?
Is it ominous that Sunday sermons make your temples pound?
(How it shows!)
You may take the pledge, abstaining, thinking you can lick it all.
But itâs hard when, ascertaining how diversions may enthrall,
Youâre still standing there and draining one well past the final call:
How it shows, shows, shows. (How it shows!)
You may lose a set of car keys and mislay a name or face.
Does your mind demand bright marquees where each star must have its place?
Itâs like diving in the dark. Itâs less a river than a race.
And it flows
Like the coming days of drivel, like the dreaded days of drool
When the very best you giveâll prove youâre just an antique fool,
And your thoughts will be so trivial as to lead to ridiculeâ
And it flows, flows, flows. And it flows.
Do you want to be a burden? Can you stand to be a drag?
Make your mind up, say the word and do not let the moment lag.
When you go to get your guerdon let them see your battle flag!
So it goes.
Thereâll be many there whoâll miss you and a few to lend a hand,
Thereâll be boxes full of tissue, lots of awful music, and
Lissome maidens who wonât kiss you as you seek the promised land.
So it goes, goes, goes. So it goes.
from Able Muse
MEREDITH HASEMANN
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Thumbs
Tuck a severed thumb into a paper towel
and place it in a plastic bag on the window sill
to sprout a new one. Hydroponic tomatoes
donât taste as good as the ones on a vine.
Itâs a completely controlled environment
that has nothing to do with authenticity.
He made me a promise at our shotgun wedding.
He would take my thumbs
Laramie Briscoe, Seraphina Donavan