The Blue Edge of Midnight by Jonathon King Read Free Book Online

silence of the place set up a palpable cone around my city ears. It was like the feeling you get when you pull your car to a stop after a long night trip and shut off the engine and just sit there in stunning quiet. In the city those were infrequent moments. Here they were nearly constant.
    A breeze sifted through the trees and into my louvered windows but the rain-soaked air was close and thick. Still, the thin sheen of sweat on my chest and legs picked up any air that moved and did its cool evaporation. I was not uncomfortable, but when I closed my eyes I could see the pale face of the child, milky eyes in the moonlight. The image was crowding out my old nightmare. I reached up and touched the scar at my throat and at some point deep in the night, I fell off to sleep.
    At 10:00 A.M. the next day the race was on along I-95. As I headed south a steady stream of BMWs, Honda Civics, high-colored convertibles and pickups with metal gang boxes rushed past me on the inside lane. The eighteen-wheelers, fuel tankers and step vans boxed me in on the inside. If you weren’t doing ten over the speed limit, you were in the way. If you got frustrated and said the hell with it and pushed it to eighty in the passing lane you still weren’t immune. Someone doing eighty-five would eventually tailgate you until you moved over. The lesson was simple: be aggressive and pay no attention to the rules. It’s how you got there ahead of the schmucks.
    Four hours earlier the birds had awakened me. The anhingas and herons were early fishermen. The ibis and egrets fluttered in after daybreak. In the rising sunlight I made more coffee, stood on the staircase looking up through the cypress and decided to go on my own to Hammonds’ task force offices. When I called Billy, he tried to talk me out of it with that unerring logic of his, but I knew how jammed the investigators had to be. If I could get them off my scent, maybe they’d save some time and turn some other strategy, some corner. Billy countered in his lawyerly best: “Don’t offer.”
    If you’ve never been in the system, the old law enforcement saw that says “If you’re innocent, what’s there to be afraid of?” makes a certain sense. I’ve used the line myself when interviewing suspects. But the truth is not always simple. I’ve seen rape convictions, based on the absolute certainty of the woman attacked, overturned by DNA. I’ve seen death-row inmates who gave confessions end up being cleared with the arrest of another. And I’ve seen prosecutors jailed for obstruction in cases they had believed in so deeply that they became blinded to the truth.
    I’d also seen the floating face of a dead child. If I was a suspect, Hammonds’ team would have already pulled my Philadelphia file and at least started tracking my move, my money, my life since the night I shot a boy in the back on a rainy street corner. Maybe they’d already dismissed me. But there had been something in the investigator’s face that said no.
    As I drove I refused to join the interstate aggression game and hung in the middle lane all the way south into Broward County. It was my habit to keep a wide margin between my front bumper and the trunk in front of me, but down here that’s like creating a parking space in a desirable lot. Somebody behind you always wants the space. They’d pass, move in, I’d fall back. I got leapfrogged all the way to Broward Boulevard and took the exit west.
    From the off ramp I could see the county sheriff’s office rising up like a sandstone and mirror box in the middle of an unusually tidy junk yard. Its six stories dwarfed the run-down collection of strip shopping centers, ancient cinderblock apartment houses and low-rent businesses spread out around it. The new headquarters had been built in the middle of a traditionally black neighborhood. They hoped the new presence would change the area, but all the building had changed was the block it stood on. Back in the 1960s the