them.
âLook at himâalways up on stage,â Olin said. âIâm just as good as you, Shaughnessy, any day of the week.â
Harryâs side began to ache. When he reached for his books he felt his skin burn. He untucked his shirt, examined his scar. It hadnât split, but in the fight heâd bruised himself again. That day the ride home in the school wagon, over spidery tree roots exposed in the road, pained him so much he nearly fainted. His mother was too busy to pay him any mind when he reached the house. She was haggling with the salesman, the man Andrew called the âJew Peddler,â who rode by once a month in his red-painted hack offering sleeve holders and garters, thimbles, pins and ribbons, K. C. Baking Powder, soda, salt, and Cloverine Salve. He wore a flat black hat and a long black shirt that looked too hot to Harry. His beard formed a thick, round pad on his chest. When Harry first saw him, years ago, he laughed, but Andrew shushed him. âThat old fellow has more stamina than you and me put together,â he said. âHe works hard and I wouldnât be surprised if he earns enough money someday to rent him a building or two in Oklahoma City. Then weâll be traveling to him .â
As his mother counted her coins, Harry washed his tender wound in the kitchen. The chicks in the pen were getting downy and big. Harry cooed to them to take his mind off the soapâs subtle sting. He remembered Olinâs words, about the stage. Usually Harry kept quiet around his classmates. He sensed their jealousy and tried to fit in, but he couldnât. They mocked him: âCome speak to me, Boy Orator.â âOh, open your honey lips.â Loneliness pierced his chest. Never, he thought. Never again will I give another speech.
He fed Halley some day-old bread then went to check on his dad. Andrew was sleeping with the shades pulled. He always slept these days.
Annie Mae ran inside, her arms full, hoping to reach her kitchen shelves before she dropped all the powders, thimbles, creams. She didnât make it. Jars rolled across the wooden floor, frightening the chicks, who fluttered brainlessly against the twisted wire of their pen. Their thrashing excited Halley; he flitted around the table, barking, kicking jars out of Annie Maeâs grasp. âHarry! Get this infernal creature out of here!â Sheâd been short-tempered ever since Andrew came home hurt. Harry stepped carefully around her. âThat old Jew,â she murmured, gathering her stuff. âI swear, he jacks his prices every month.â
She put up her jars. Harry waited until sheâd calmed herself, brewing dark tea. âMama?â he said.
âWhat is it?â
He looked at the floor. âIs Daddy going to get better?â
âOh, honey.â Annie Mae swept a curl off her forehead. âYou know what I think? I think heâs saving his strength forâHarry, your shirtâs soaked.â She lifted the ragged tail, discovered the bruise. âHow on earthâ?â
He told her about school.
Her face went gray. She knelt beside him. Her long skirt bunched at her knees; he caught a rare glimpse of her ankles, milky in her stockings. âWhat am I going to do with you? Whatâs all this fighting?â
âI didnât start it.â
She patted his cheek. âItâs those rough towns your daddyâs been taking you to. Lord knows what youâve seen.â
âItâs not that, Mama. No one likes me at school.â
âWell, you wonât be taking any trips for a while.â She primped his shirt. âMaybe if you spend regular time here, youâll make some real friends. Will you try?â
âYes, maâam.â
âMeanwhile, you have to help me out, okay? With your daddy down, Iâm counting on you to stay out of trouble. I need you.â
âAll right.â He smiled. He liked his motherâs