and the other a cascade of stars.
Itâs true with ice, too. A century ago a man in Vermont named Bentley invented a method of photographing snowflakes and enlarging the images. Thatâs where the no-two-alike idea originated. Iâve seen his photos, in a book my high school physics teacher lent me years ago. There is beauty beyond doubt, one amazing hexagon after another. But thatâs just one kind of interesting ice. Thereâs the groan of slabs grinding one another in springtime river melts. There are filigrees like ferns on the bathroom window on frosty evenings after your shower. There are icicles, glaciers, jinglers in your cocktail. There is hard-ice, the secret ace of waterâs countless forms.
Of course itâs important to know what H2O is, what its uses may be, how it sustains life, what pollution or neglect can cause. There is a whole lexicon on the physics of ocean waves, the potential to generate electricity using tides, the nutrient depletion of soil erosion, the natural irrigation of rain. But my science, if I ran the world, would never lose sight of the other part of the equation. The beauty.
Squad Three is ready to dive. I stand with them on deck. Dawn came hours ago, as it does this far north in August. Iâm in my black scuba suit, insulation layers beneath, Iâve poured warm water down the neck opening to make my body heat last longer. The dive team is all work, underwater saws and drills strapped to the rusty, red platform, lights and regulators, checking their masks to make certain no bit of skin, however small, is exposed. They are as fidgety as horses before a race.
Billings paces on deck in his parka. Normally after an all-nighter heâd sleep through extraction, but not this time.
âDonât play any games with calving,â he shouts over the arctic wind. âYou do not want to deal with fragments.â
Communicating this way reminds me of college parties, bellowing over the stereo. I nod in answer. âDonât worry about me.â
âAre you taking small samples, too?â
Half listening as I review the crewâs preparations, I shake my head.
âWonât Carthage shit himself, though?â Billings leans in. âHe could do decades of work with the other veins in this berg.â
My regulator hisses, I tap the mouthpiece silent. âI canât risk losing a unique find just to collect trinkets.â
âThere are a good fifty studies in this iceberg, all priceless. If not for this seal or whatever, youâd be ecstatic over those trinkets.â
I tug my gloves on snug, snapping the fabric at my wrists. âAre you saying we let this go so we can collect the little stuff?â
âBloody hell, Kate, listen to me.â
I turn to him then, unaware that he was growing angry. âGo ahead.â
âYou know perfectly well how much I have carried that twit over the years, how many times I dove in freezing water to extract samples he took credit for, how many bloody papers Iâm listed as third author even though I did all the work.â
It is the longest speech I have ever heard on deck. âWe all know Carthage. Whatâs your point?â
âThe seal will be his. Heâll hog it all. But that could leave the other work for me. If Carthage wakes a large animal, he wonât care about shrimp anymore. Maybe I could claim my own bit of terrain.â
I look down into my face mask for an answer. In any lab on land, Billings would be in charge instead of me. I am in his debt, too, for helping me throughout this voyage. Even this reach of ocean was his idea, when I was inclined to chart a course west. But if I screw up the primary extraction, Carthage will destroy not just me but the career of every person on the dive team.
âHey, campers,â Gerber squawks in my earpiece. âWhatâs the holdup out there?â
âNothing,â I say. âWeâre fine.â Then I face