looking at that white tent as if he'd give any-
thing not to have to go in there. Still distracted, he said,
' A l l I k n o w is the poor creature's first name. She was a
student, and w o r k i n g in some fast-food place to pay for her
books.'
My heart sank. I was afraid to ask.
He added,
'I wish I had a naggin of Paddy. They say her heart was
removed.'
I thought for a moment I was going to pass out.
He flicked the cig away, said,
'I better go and do what I can.'
I caught his arm, and if it bothered him he didn't react. I
asked,
' H e r first name, what was it?'
W i t h o u t even looking at me, he said,
' E m m a . '
A n d he was moving away.
I grabbed at h i m , near shouted,
' W h o ' d do such a thing?'
He didn't even stop, just added,
'Tis the work of the D e v i l . '
I was rooting in my G a r d a coat, praying - no, pleading -
that rd brought some pills.
A n d found the X a n a x .
Swallowed one, tried to get my m i n d in gear.
I began to move away, my emotions in t u r m o i l , a voice in
my head screaming. Oh Jesus no, not that lovely bright girl,
the one I've spoken to, had a burger from, please, not her.
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H e a r d my name called and turned to see an older G u a r d
approaching. Naturally, I figured I was in for a bollocking.
Superintendent Clancy, once my partner, now the top dog
in the Force, loathed and despised me. My last case, I'd
helped save his young son and I don't think he could forgive
himself for being indebted to the person he most detested.
H i s dearest wish was that I drink meself to death, go to
America, or both, but get the sweet Jaysus out of his t o w n .
I had tried.
To leave.
The drinking was still under consideration.
Up close, I recognized Sergeant Cullen.
O l d school.
I mean by that he lamented the days when you could take
a hurley to the thugs w h o polluted and terrorized the
city.
W h e n I had dispensed a certain justice in back alleys, he'd
actually bought me a drink.
Course, he had to keep his friendship with me a secret and
rarely acknowledged me.
We understood each other.
We had once pulled border duty in the days when peace
agreements were far in the future, and, under fire in
A r m a g h , we'd been cowering in a ditch, the rain lashing
d o w n , and he'd asked me,
' W h o the Jaysus is shooting at us?'
A good question in those days.
W e ' d been armed with batons. Just what you need against
Armalites, Kalashnikovs, grenade launchers.
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I remember his face even now, a riot of confusion, and
he'd added,
Ts it the U V F , our o w n c r o w d , or w h o the fuci-c is trying
to k i l l us on our o w n land?'
I said,
'Whoever it is, just thank Christ they can't shoot for
shite.'
A n d he started laughing, hysteria, sure, but he pulled out
a flask, said,
'Uisce beatha:
H o l y water.
Poteen.
I'd taken a long swig - and that stuff kicks like a nun
whose polished floor has been walked on - managed to say,
'Don't worry, this stuff w i l l k i l l us long before any of the
bastards manages to get lucky.'
They kept shooting.
Us? We kept drinking.
To each his o w n , I guess.
W e ' d been friends since.
He looked old now, long lines creasing his face, furrows
on his forehead you could plant potatoes i n .
I'd heard his daughter had been killed by a drunk driver
and the accused had w a l k e d free, due to emotional
problems. I could see that lingering pain in his eyes even
now.
I said,
'Sergeant, h o w are you?'
He glanced back at the scene in the park, said.
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'Tis a holy awful business.'
'I hear it's a young student.'
He nodded, still vigilant, lest he be seen talking to me.
That truly saddened me.
Then he composed himself, said,
'Jack, you shouldn't be here. If Clancy knew, well . . .'
I knew.
Then he said,
'I've two years to go to retirement, and to tell y o u the
truth. Jack, I'm just filling in the time. This new violence,
the awful savagery, I