offered a walk. âTonight. When? What time?â He had jumped to his feet, all the tiredness falling from him. âFor Christsake, what time?â
I hesitated. It was no part of a lawyerâs job to get involved in a criminal case. My duty was plain. âThe sensible thing would be for you to give yourself up to the police.â
He didnât hear me. His eyes had fastened on the envelope I had left propped up on the mantelpiece. âWere you taking this down to the ship tonight?â
I nodded, and his hand reached out for the envelope, clutched at it. âIâll deliver it for you.â He held it as though it were a talisman, his eyes bright with the chance it represented. âThatâs all I need. The excuse to go on board. And they wouldnât catch me this time, not till we were at sea.â He glanced at the window, balanced on the balls of his feet, as though about to take off the way he had come. But then I suppose he realized I should only phone the police. âWill you let me take it?â His voice was urgent, his eyes pleading. âOnce on board the Emerald Isle ⦠Please, sir.â
That âsirâ was a measure of his desperation.
âPlease,â he said again. âItâs the only hope I got.â
He was probably right at that. And if I didnât let him take it, what other chance would he ever get in life? Heâd escaped from Borstal. Heâd escaped from the police. With that sort of record heâd be lucky to get away with three years for manslaughter. After that heâd be case-hardened, a criminal for life. And there was the sister, too. A nice girl, that. I sighed. âIâm supposed to be a lawyer,â I reminded him ⦠or maybe I was reminding myself. âNot a travel agency for boys whoâve escaped from the police.â
âBut youâll let me deliver it, wonât you?â
What the hell can you do when faced with youth in all its shining innocence and eagerness. âAll right,â I said. âYou can try it, if you like. But God knows what Griffiths will do.â
âAll I want is the chance to meet up with my father.â
I realized then that his mind had leap-frogged all the obstacles; he was already mentally sailing the coast of Arabia in search of his father. âAll Iâm giving you,â I warned him, âis the excuse to get on board that ship. She sails at nine thirty. And those documents have got to be delivered into Captain Griffithsâs hands, understand?â
âIâll give them to him. I promise.â
âYou know your way about the ship?â
âI knew every corner of her once. Itâll come back to me as soon as I get on board.â
âWell, kindly remember that Iâm a solicitor. When youâre caught, as you will be eventually, donât implicate me. Shall we say you walked into my office to get legal advice, saw the envelope I had forgotten, and took it on the spur of the moment? Is that understood?â
âYes, sir.â
âIâll take you down to Bute East Dock now,â I said. âAfter that youâre on your own.â I hesitated. It wasnât much of a chance I was giving him. Heâd no clothes other than what he stood up in, no money probably, nothing, not even a passport. But at least Iâd have done what I could for himâwhat Iâd have hoped somebody would do for a son of mine if heâd got himself into a mess like this. But then I hadnât a son; I hadnât anybody. âBetter clean the blood off your face,â I said and showed him where the wash-place was. âAnd youâll need something to hide your torn clothes.â
I left him in the lavatory and went through the office to the cupboard under the stairs. There was an old overcoat that had been there ever since Iâd taken over the place, a black hat, too. He tried them on when heâd finished cleaning himself