The Fear Index

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But really, why would one bother to imitate anything so vulnerable and unreliable, or with such built-in obsolescence: a central processing unit that could be utterly destroyed because some ancillary mechanical part – the heart, say, or the liver – suffered a temporary interruption? It was like losing a Cray supercomputer and all of its memory files because a plug needed changing.
    The radiologist tilted the brain on its axis from top to bottom and it seemed to nod at him, a greeting from outer space. She rotated it. She twisted it from side to side.
    ‘No evidence of fracture,’ she said, ‘and no swelling, which is the most important thing. But what is this, I wonder?’
    The skull bone showed up like a reverse image of a walnut shell. A white line of variable thickness encased the spongy grey matter of the brain. She zoomed in. The image widened, blurred and finally dissolved into a pale grey supernova. Hoffmann leaned forward for a closer look.
    ‘There,’ said Dufort, touching the screen with a bitten-down, ringless finger. ‘You see these pinpoints of whiteness? These bright stars? These are tiny haemorrhages in the brain tissue.’
    Gabrielle said, ‘Is that serious?’
    ‘No, not necessarily. It’s probably what one would expect to see from an injury of this type. You know, the brain ricochets when the head is struck with sufficient force. There is bound to be a little bleeding. It seems to have stopped.’ She raised her spectacles and leaned in very close to the screen, like a jeweller inspecting a precious stone. ‘All the same,’ she said, ‘I would like to do another test.’
    Hoffmann had so often imagined this moment – the vast and impersonal hospital, the abnormal test result, the coolly delivered medical verdict, the first step on the irreversible descent to helplessness and death – that it took him a moment to realise this was not another of his hypochondriac fantasies.
    ‘What sort of test?’ he asked.
    ‘I would like to use MRI for a second look. It gives a much clearer image of soft tissue. It should tell us whether this is a pre-existing condition or not.’
    A pre-existing condition …
    ‘How long will that take?’
    ‘The test itself does not take long. It’s a question of when a scanner is free.’ She called up a new file and clicked through it. ‘We should be able to get on to a machine at noon, provided there isn’t an emergency.’
    Gabrielle said, ‘Isn’t this an emergency?’
    ‘No, no, there isn’t any immediate danger.’
    ‘In that case, I’d rather leave it,’ said Hoffmann.
    ‘Don’t be silly,’ said Gabrielle. ‘Have the test. You might as well.’
    ‘I don’t want the test.’
    ‘You’re being ridiculous—’
    ‘ I said I don’t want the goddamned test! ’
    There was a moment of shocked silence.
    ‘We know you’re upset, Alex,’ said Tallon quietly, ‘but there’s no need to talk to Gabrielle like that.’
    ‘Don’t you tell me how to talk to my wife!’ He put his hand to his brow. His fingers were very cold. His throat was dry. He had to get out of the hospital as quickly as possible. He swallowed before he spoke again. ‘I’m sorry, but I don’t want it. There are important things I need to do today.’
    ‘ Monsieur ,’ said Dufort firmly, ‘all patients who have been knocked unconscious for as long as you were are kept here in the hospital for at least twenty-four hours, for observation.’
    ‘That’s impossible, I’m afraid.’
    ‘What important things?’ Gabrielle stared at him in disbelief. ‘You’re not going into the office?’
    ‘Yes, I am going into the office. And you’re going to the gallery for the start of your exhibition.’
    ‘Alex …’
    ‘Yes, you are. You’ve been working on it for months – think of all the time you’ve spent here, for a start. And tonight we’re going to have dinner to celebrate your success.’ He was aware that he was starting to raise his voice again. He forced himself to

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