still holding the cigarette box, and now he closed its lid, feeling the coolness of the onyx on his fingertips.
She had gone white. âJust to get your things? Maurice, did you come back just for that?â
âThey are my things,â he said evenly.
âYou could have sent someone else. Even if youâd written to me and asked me to do it ââ
âI never write letters,â he said.
She moved then. She made a little fluttering with her hand in front of her mouth. âAs if I didnât know!â She gasped, and making a great effort she steadied her voice. âYou were in Australia for a year, a whole year, and you never wrote to me once.â
âI phonedâ.
âYes, twice. The first time to say you loved me and missed me and were longing to come back to me and would I wait for you and there wasnât anyone else was there? And the second time, a week ago, to say youâd be here by Saturday and could I â could I put you up. My God, Iâd lived with you for two years, we were practically married, and then you phone and ask if I could put you up!â
âWords,â he said. âHow would you have put it?â
âFor one thing, Iâd have mentioned Patricia. Oh, yes, Iâd have mentioned her. Iâd have had the decency, the common humanity, for that. Dâyou know what I thought when you said you were coming? I ought to know by now how peculiar he is, I thought, how detached, not writing or phoning or anything. But thatâs Maurice, thatâs the man I love, and heâs coming back to me and weâll get married and Iâm so happy!â
âI did tell you about Patriciaâ.
âNot until after youâd made love to me first.â
He winced. It had been a mistake, that. Of course he hadnât meant to touch her beyond the requisite greeting kiss. But she was very attractive and he was used to her and she seemed to expect it â and oh, what the hell. Women never could understand about men and sex. And there was only one bed, wasnât there? A hell of a scene thereâd have been that first night if heâd suggested sleeping on the sofa in here.
âYou made love to me,â she said. âYou were so passionate, it was just like it used to be, and then the next morning you told me. Youâd got a residentâs permit to stay in Australia, youâd got a job all fixed up, youâd met a girl you wanted to marry. Just like that you told me, over breakfast. Have you ever been smashed in the face, Maurice? Have you ever had your dreams trodden on?â
âWould you rather Iâd waited longer? As for being smashed in the face â â he rubbed his cheekbone â â thatâs quite a punch you pack.â
She shuddered. She got up and began slowly and stiffly to pace the room. âI hardly touched you. I wish Iâd killed you!â By a small table she stopped. There was a china figurine on it, a bronze paperknife, an onyx pen jar that matched the ashtray. âAll those things,â she said. âI looked after them for you. I treasured them. And now youâre going to have them all shipped out to her. The things we lived with. I used to look at them and think, Maurice bought that when we went to â oh God, I canât believe it. Sent to her!â
He nodded, staring at her. âYou can keep the big stuff,â he said. âYouâre specially welcome to the sofa. Iâve tried sleeping on it for two nights and I never want to see the bloody thing again.â
She picked up the china figurine and hurled it at him. It didnât hit him because he ducked and let it smash against the wall, just missing a framed drawing. âMind the Lowry,â he said laconically, âI paid a lot of money for that.â
She flung herself onto the sofa and burst into sobs. She thrashed about, hammering the cushions with her fists. He wasnât going to be