quietly into the house. He was so little himself, not yet three summers old. He insisted on holding you. Your grandmother placed you gently in his arms, and when you opened your eyes and looked into his for the first time, the smile that lit your face was the most wondrous thing Iâd ever seen. Like sunlight after a storm.â
âGrandfather,â I said, tilting my head to look up at him, âare you saying Iâm a duck?â
Grandfather brought his rough hands to my eyes, wiping the tears from my face. âIâm saying, Mina, that Joon has loved you your entire life. Since the day you were born. He will always love you. It is his forever gift to you.â
I shook my head. â Th en why did he leave me behind?â
âBecause he knows that you love him enough to let him go.â
In the damp, cold alley of the Sea Godâs city, I squeeze my eyes shut. Grandfather. He always knew the right words to say to make everything better.
Heâs been gone for so long. Grandfather, I miss you. More than anything, I wish you were here now.
âLookit!â a young boyâs anxious voice shouts from close by. â Th ereâs a girl crying behind the fish shop. What should we do, Mask?â
A girlâs voice answersâmuch calmer than the boyâs and slightly muffled. âWait for her to use up all her tears, of course. Once sheâs finished crying for herself, she wonât start again. Th is one has a strong spirit.â
I lift my face from my knees, gasping, when Iâm met with the most peculiar of sights.
A girl around my height stands before me, her head tilted to the side, the whole of her face covered by a wooden mask. Grooves in the wood show wrinkles, while the cheeks and forehead are painted with red circles. Itâs the face of a grandmother, the mouth etched in a downward grimace.
âHow can you tell, Mask? She doesnât look like sheâs going to stop anytime soon.â
I turn and almost touch noses with a small boy crouched beside me. Perhaps eight or nine, he wears loose hemp trousers and a thin jacket with wooden buttons. He has unruly hair, one long cowlick popping up at the side of his head like a flower. On his back, he carries what appears to be a cloth knapsack.
âNot even Miki cries nearly as much as she does,â he says, his brow puckering.
Th is statement is followed by a noise like bubbles rising out of the ocean.
Th e boyâs fingers fly to his shoulder, loosening the strings of his knapsack. He shuffles the bag around to reveal an infant tucked inside.
âAy, Miki,â the boy laughs, lifting the tiny girl out of the knapsack. âSmile for the baby.â
He holds the infant out before me. She canât be more than a year old. She has rosy cheeks and a short haircut very much like the boyâs, except hers is neatly combed to the side. From the way sheâs dressed in a soft cotton dress, sewn with small pink flowers, I know sheâs very much loved. Miki and I blink at each other. Whether itâs magic, or whether itâs Mikiâs infectious smile, my tears stop flowing altogether. Miki giggles, reaching her small hands out toward me.
âNo, no, Miki,â the boy scolds, pushing the knapsack wide and tucking the baby gently back inside. âYou stay with me, now.â He pats Miki on her head before moving the knapsack to his back once more.
I look to the masked girl. Th e expression carved onto thewood of her mask has changed, from a frowning grandmother to a smiling grandmother. â Th atâs better,â she says. âTears are fine every now and then, but itâs never a good thing to waste water.â
âWhoâwho are you?â I say. Or try to say. Like before, I make no sound.
She surprises me by answering. âWe are spirits.â Her voice has a soft muffled quality to it, coming as it does from behind her covered face. âIâm Mask,â
Rebecca Hamilton, Conner Kressley