convinced her that kissing her employerâan earlâwas a good idea.
Just thinking about it made her cheeks flush with embarrassment, and Mary wasnât the sort of woman who was inclined to blush.
It was foolish to read into things that werenât there. Only governesses too green to know any better would believe for one moment that a man of Lord Astenâs standing would ever be interested in them. And if he was, he was guaranteed to want nothing more than the sort of dalliance that ruined good women.
Mary hadnât built up a reputation fourteen years strong to throw it away because a handsome earl sent her blood pumping hot. Sheâd avoided Lord Golewayâs groping hands and Sir Blumâs lecherous suggestions. Sheâd frozen out uppity first sons down from Oxford who thought nothing of chasing her around a billiard table and trying to kiss her for sport. On more than one occasion, sheâd ripped up besotted couplets sent by boys who still had their spots but thought to practice their lovemaking on their sistersâ governess. None of them had ever tempted her. She didnât know why Lord Asten was so different, but she was determined not to fall into his trap no matter how much she wanted to.
âWhatâs Lord Asten like?â Elizabeth asked, as though she knew exactly who occupied Maryâs thoughts. âHe isnât one of Edwardâs patients.â
âIâll see if I can gently suggest the family change physicians,â she said.
âThat would be most appreciated,â said Elizabeth with a crooked little grin. âIâve been wanting new drapes in this room.â
She looked about at the pale blue window treatments. âI quite like them. What color would you choose instead?â
âWhat youâre doing is called stalling, Mary,â Jane said.
âIt does seem like it,â Elizabeth agreed with a nod.
âIâm not putting anything off,â she said, scrunching up her nose.
âSo why are you so eager to talk about window hangings and not Lord Asten? Usually youâre all too happy to tell us stories about your employers,â Jane said.
âI hope those stories donât make their way out of this room,â she said a little peevishly.
âDefinitely avoiding,â said Elizabeth with a decisive nod of her head. âI think Iâll withhold the cakes until she confesses.â
âYou wouldnâtââ She broke off when her hostess did indeed move the iced confections. âItâs cruel to deprive a woman of food.â
âI was a governess once too,â Elizabeth said. âI know all the tricks to get misbehaving children to cooperate.â
âIâm not a child.â
Both of her friends shot her looks.
âFine,â she said in a huff. âLord Asten is far too attractive for his own good. Are you happy now?â
Her friends both gave unladylike whoops of delight and collapsed into a pile of giggles. Mary just frowned. âI donât see whatâs so funny.â
âDo you remember how much you teased me about Edward?â Elizabeth asked in gasps through her laughter.
âI canât recall,â she said rather primly, even though she knew exactly what her friend was going on about. Sheâd been relentless, but only because Mary knew that Elizabeth was more than a little enamored of Edward. But even as wonderful as Maryâs friends both were, their path from first kiss to wedding bells had had more than its fair share of bumps along the way. Elizabeth had lost her position after being caught in a very willing but very compromising situation with the doctor. Finally heâd asked her to marry him, not just because it was the right thing to do, but because of the strength of his love for her and hers for him.
The gap between governess and physician was wide but not insurmountable. Mary had no such illusions the same held true when it