died.
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Ola was still sitting in the kitchen, her plate untouched. The broken halves of the boyâs dish lay atop the trash. Her hands were curled around a mug in the shape of a bullâs head. Sheâd made and fired it herself. She made many things that wayâthings so beautiful he had no words to praise them or herâand sold them at field days in Addison and Franklin counties and all over the state. Now she watched him as he went to the stove and poured another cup of coffee.
âJohn. Iâm not sure I understand. Do you absolutely have to go to thisâwherever they want you to go?â
âNo. I donât absolutely have to.â
âAnd you havenât decided yet.â
He didnât answer.
âI donât want you to.â
âI know.â He took a deep breath and looked out the window, toward the sun, now a pale disk, cool and remote.
âAnd Michael. The school counselor said he was doing better. Starting to trust you, the way he never could trust Louis.â
âIâm sorry,â said Gordon. âI donât want to leave you. Or him. Believe me. But I took the obligation. I took the pay all these years, Ola.â
He waited for a minute, but she didnât say anything else. So he went out.
The muddy, hoof-cratered yard was growing bright now. The sky was red to the east, with only a few high, golden clouds. The wind was losing the chill of early morning, going mild in that brief New England summer mildness, warm yet with a hint of steel, that is like no other weather on earth. The smells of the warming earth, animal smells, breathed up from the ground and mingled with the forest scent of the wind.
He stood in the yard, watching the stock on the near hill. They were due to rotate into the next square Monday. He had to remember to go over the ground one last time, make sure there were no thistles, no buttercups to bitter the milk. Then he remembered: Heâd be gone by then.
Well, if he had to leave, now was as good a time as any. Ola and Mike could keep up with milking. The herd was in good condition. Their feet were sound and their teats were holding up. He had second-cut hay coming up, not needing much attention till harvest, and heâd just bought fourteen tons of sixteen-percent grain from Bourdeau Brothers.
If he wasnât gone too long, it would put them money ahead. Active-duty pay, plus diving pay, maybe hazardous-duty payâthat looked pretty good next to a dairy farmerâs income.
But theyâd miss his labor. And Ola wasnât any too good on the computer, keeping up with the payments and things.
He looked at the mountains for a long time. At last, he went inside the barn again, and a moment later water spattered anew on concrete, and on the hill the tails swung lazily, and in the sky the sun rose, and rose, and rose.
3
Karachi, Pakistan
THE parrot merchant hung on Phelan like a grinning tick, explaining how rare the birds were, how valuable, how easy they were to take care of. âHe is perfect pet for ship,â he said over and over, washing him from inches away with breath like the garbage littering the alleys off Paradise Street.
Phelan evaded his eyes, hoping heâd give up. Passersby pushed past, women in dark clothes dangling enough gold to doom them in any American city, short men with glittering eyes that saw and understood everything instantly: American sailor, cornered by street merchant.
But then those eyes would freeze on his face.
The merchant reclaimed his attention by tugging on his arm. âHey, I just donât want the fucking thing, man,â he said. His voice was so soft it was almost lost in the racket of unmuffled exhaust.
âBut you want the women, yes? The women, they love birds. How beautiful he is. Look, just look at him.â
He found himself nose to beak with one of the parrots. He had to admit itâd give the guys on the Bitch a shit fit.
King Abdullah II, King Abdullah