money.â
âLook, I need the money,â Milch said. He bent his head in that aw-shucks way again and pointed to his bandages. âI canât make the deal myself. Not in the shape Iâm in. I need someone who knows how to take care of himself. Someone like you, Grady. You go up there and make the deal for me and Iâll cut you in for thirty percent.â Grady sucked his back teeth and said nothing. Milch relented. âOk, forty percent.â
We left Doc to tend to his patient and closed the door behind us.
âYou believe him?â I whispered, and patted my pockets for cigarettes. Grady recognized it as the signal that I wanted to bum one of his. No one actually looks for anything in their pockets by patting the outsides. He offered me one from his pack and fished one out for himself.
âI believe that manuscript is worth something,â Grady said, leaning in to use my lighter. âBut Iâm not sure we got the straight dope on why he got his ass handed to him yesterday. I say we go up tomorrow and check it out.â
âWe?â I pinched my nose and leaned back against the adobe wall. I felt a terrible headache rising. The sweat on the back of my shirt had cooled, and it felt like a long, icy finger down my spine. âLook, Grady, I consider us friends and all, and the last monthâs been great, but I think this seems beyond me. I think Iâm done.â
âAre you breaking up with me?â Grady said, affecting a puppy-dog look.
âIâm just saying we donât know for sure if Andy and Dell were the only ones after Milch. There could be others waiting up the road, you know?â
âTheyâll be looking for Milch, not us,â Grady said with a condescending sniff. âAll we have to do is get to Ensenada and make an exchange with some book nerd. Itâll be a cake walk.â
âI already shot a guy, Grady.â
âIn the foot. Come on, youâre not going to make the drop with me?â Grady asked.
âNo,â I said. âAnd donât say âdrop.â Itâs a manuscript, not microfilm of Soviet tank placements.â
âThereâs money in it for you.â
âI got money. So do you.â
Grady ran his hand through his hair and looked at the ceiling. âYeah, um, as it turns out, buying a hotel in Baja cash on the barrelhead may not have been the soundest of investments,â he said.
âYou paid cash?â
âYeah.â Grady picked at a tear in his sleeve. âAnd apparently there are some back taxes.â
âHow much money do you have left?â I asked.
âThatâs kind of a personal question, Coop,â Grady said, putting his hand on my shoulder. âForget about that. Come on, itâll be fun. Youâre not going to let me go up there by myself, are you?â
âYou just said it wasnât going to be dangerous,â I said.
âNo, I said it would be a cake walk. No one wants to do a cake walk by themselves, right?â I knew trying to talk him out of going at all was a nonstarter. I saw the junky gleam in his eye. He was an ex-cop or agent or whatever. Movies and TV taught me these guys couldnât give up the action. They needed it as bad as the crackheads they busted needed their rocks. The best I could hope for was that he wouldnât make me go too.
âWhat the hell is a cake walk,â I said, trying to change the subject. âI hear that phrase all the time and I have no idea what it means.â
âLook, the manuscript is worth something,â Grady said. He took a long drag on his cigarette. âYou see how pissed Milch was when he found out we had it?â
âWe donât have it. I left it up by our lawn chairs.â
âWhere do you think I sent Digby?â he said, and waved his hand absently. âAnd to take care of the other thing. Canât leave a body up on the side of the road, you