she thought of that nightmare funeral, which had occurred the day after she had found out she was not only destitute but thousands and thousands of pounds in debt, she knew nothing could ever be as bad again.
But she had come through that, and not crawling on her belly, eitherâsheâd carved out a reasonable life for herself and Melody and it was going to get better and better from this point on. She was in charge of her own destinyâhers and Melodyâsâand the vow she had made standing in the pouring rain at the side of the newly dug grave still held good. Never again would she put her trust in any one man; she had learnt a hard lesson but sheâd learnt it well. Men said one thing with their lips but their mind was thinking something else. They could be sweetness and light in companyâwith everyone elseâbut in the privacy of their own home turn into the devil incarnate.
She was autonomous nowâblessedly, gloriously autonomousâand nothing, nothing , would ever persuade her to be anything else. And this job would ensure her material security in a way she had never imagined; it was her chance of a lifetime.
Secretary to Lucas Kane? Kim glanced at the closed door, beyond which she could hear the low murmur of voices. She was going to be the best secretary heâd ever had or die in the attempt!
CHAPTER THREE
O VER the next few weeks Kim worked as she had never worked before. She made copious notes of everything June told her, taking reams of paper home each night and sitting up until well past midnight, memorising anything and everything which was relevant. She acquainted herself with every file, every company, every individual who played a role in Lucas Kaneâs business life until she had more facts and figures in her head than June did.
One of Melodyâs schoolfriends lived directly opposite her daughterâs school and Kim came to an arrangement with the childâs mother that in return for the payment of a small fee she could drop Melody off at just gone eight every day, enabling the blue BMW to purr into Kane Electricalâs car park every morning before half-past eight.
Kim had imagined, the first day, that it would be just her and possibly the caretaker in the building, but Lucasâs sleek, champagne-coloured Aston Martin was already in residence when she had pulled up and it continued to be so every morning.
He had come to the door of his office on her early arrival and gazed quizzically at her for a moment or two, but beyond a request for one of the endless cups of coffee he consumed all day had made no comment.
Christmas had come and gone, and Kim had gulped slightly at the size of her very generous Christmas box from Lucas in the form of a cheque, and in the second week in January she and Melody had moved into the small but charming two-bedroomed cottage she had found not far from her daughterâs school.
And then the Monday of the third week was upon her, the first day June wouldnât be there to cushion her from any minor panics, the other woman having left for Scotland the previous weekend. And Kim found she was as nervous as a child on its first day at school.
Sheâd gone to extra trouble with her appearance, the clothing allowance having enabled her to buy a new wardrobe consisting of several stylish, neatly tailored suits, blouses and accessories which perfectly projected the image Lucas Kaneâs secretary needed to give, and Kim knew the dove-grey suit and salmon silk blouse complemented her English peaches and cream colouring.
Nevertheless, her soft brown eyes were wide and faintly anxious as she checked the coiled braid on the back of her head, her thick straight fringe just brushing the tops of her fine eyebrows.
âNothing has changed in the last forty-eight hours,â she told the efficient-looking reflection softly. âYouâve been working for him for the last week or so with June doing little more than