âCome on, my beauty. Up, up ⦠youâve had worse than this. Itâs only a scratch from some angry little squire ⦠Up, now, up!â He pressed at the dogâs torn belly with the canvas bag as if the wound was no more than a graze.
âUrso.â His fatherâs voice was low. âMove away.â
âNo. Itâs not like that,â the butcher said. âItâs not like that, Capo.â
âPaolo, come away.â
It was the first time Lucio had heard the butcherâs real name. And he knew then what his father was going to do.
âGo with the boy. Go tie the boar to the spears.â
Lucio looked at Urso. His cheeks seemed redder, the veins about his nose more broken when wet. His father told him to lead the butcher away from the dog, but instead he stood next to him and waited while he stared down at Valeriana. Eventually he pressed his fingers inside the great hook of the butcherâs hand, hanging limp at his side.
âGufo?â Urso said, as if he had forgotten all about him.
They turned away to the dead boar and Urso set upon it with a vengeance, binding its legs around the pikes with ropes so tight they broke the animalâs skin. He knotted and yanked and knotted until they heard the short, high whine of Valeriana. The butcher fell still. A crowâs caw ripped through the silence.
His father called and Lucio went to the tree where he stood, the dogâs collar dangling from his hand. âYou and I will carry the boar down the mountain. You can manage that at least, canât you, boy?â He nodded, but his father had already stepped away, towards Urso and the boar.
Lucio forced himself to look down at Valeriana. The innards that peeped from the gash in her belly were glossy, seething like they were still alive. He thought of her head on Ursoâs lap in the osteria and considered it now, its jaw askew. He took off his jacket, laid it on the ground and pulled the dog onto it, tying the sleeves about her until her torn and bloody teats were hidden.
The trek home was laborious, with the boar hanging between them on the spears. On the flat he took most of its weight, being shorter than his father, but the struggle gave him some distraction from his thoughts. Urso trailed behind them, Valeriana laid across his shoulders, like quarry. They didnât speak until they reached the Viale Roma. There they parted ways, Urso going down to his allotment on the road to Monteferro, where Lucio imagined he would bury the dog. Lucio wanted to go with him, but his father and the butcher had already clasped fingers in a wordless farewell.
As they were climbing Via del Soccorso his father said to him, âYou think it covered your shame, giving your jacket to a dead dog?â
Lucio didnât answer.
âPerhaps when you have it back you can tell me whether the dogâs blood is easier to wear than the boarâs?â His father spat into the chalk of the road.
The beast swung between them. Lucio thought of Valeriana on Ursoâs shoulders, her glassy eye and greying tongue. And he thought of his bloody jacket holding together her swollen dugs, full of milk for her puppies. It wasnât his shame he had most wanted to spare. It was Ursoâs.
Leyton
1949
Halfway through summer, Mrs Cleat had begun to leave Connie to tend the shop alone on Tuesday afternoons. The Leyton and Parishes Christian Ladiesâ League had been fundraising since VE Day and were now in heated discussion with the Parochial Church Council over the status of what some considered a rather avant-garde mural scheme for St Margaretâs Village Church. The idea of not having a say in such a controversial legacy to posterity, such decisions of high art and donor signage, terrified Mrs Cleat considerably more than leaving Connie in sole charge of her livelihood. Standing on the customer side of the counter in her hat and gloves, Mrs Cleat talked Connie through
Michele Boldrin;David K. Levine