puts the money on the edge of the desk.â She sniffed and wiped her nose with her hand. âBut this one time, he touched me. I was picking it up, and he grabbed my arm and pulled me toward the door. It was getting late, he said. I had to go. And his hand, it was ice cold.â
One more thing to check at Kellerâs.
Outside, I headed east. Chi Chi just stood there watching me go. When I got to the corner, I turned back. She was still there, the wind pulling that blond hair across her face, hugging herself to keep Clint against her chest, her knees slightly bent, toes pointing in, looking small and lost.
5
I Cocked My Head
I closed my coat and headed home, the streets dark and deserted, only an occasional light on in the buildings I passed, some insomniac waiting for dawn, the way I sometimes did, or an unusually early riser, someone who went to the gym before work, had a crying baby, suffered from bouts of acid reflux. A small blue sedan pulled up near the corner of Greenwich and Charles Streets, and a squat, dark woman in a hooded sweatshirt and long parka got out, pulled a stack of the New York Times off the backseat, and headed for the lobby of the closest building. Other than that, I was alone, no one rushing off to work, walking the dog, reparking the car. Today and tomorrow, you could forget about the car. Monday youâd be out again, trying to snag a legal space, your life controlled by alternate-side-of-the-street parking regulations.
When I got back to Tenth Street, I unlocked the wrought-iron gate, closed it behind me, and unhooked Dashiellâs leash, thinking about what Iâd seen earlier, until I realized what was right in front of my eyes, Betty running to meet Dashiell, the door to the cottage ajar, and Chip standing on the top step. Iâd forgotten he was coming over.
âHow long have you been here?â
âSince midnight. I had a ten-oâclock in Chelsea. I tried your cell phone. Didnât you get my message?â
I shook my head. I hadnât looked.
We walked inside, and I told him about the call from Chi Chi, and some, but not all, of what the girls had told me in the park, leaving out, among other things, the part about the dog trainer who had given her my name. Not a problem. It couldnât have been Chip. We told each other everything.
Didnât we?
Then Chip was saying something, and I wasnât listening. I was thinking about all the things Iâd never told him, starting with the cleaned-up story Iâd just related, and segueing to other things, to the parts of myself I hadnât shared with anyone. Why had I thought, even for a minute, that Chip didnât also have parts of his life he kept to himself, secrets he wouldnât share, even with me? If Iâd learned anything doing this work, it was that you never knew anybody, not even the people you thought you knew best.
The door was still open, the sky now the most incredible blue Iâd ever seen.
âI canât stop trying to figure out how Iâm going to get into Kellerâs,â I said, âwithout actually taking Chi Chiâs place.â
âGood thinking.â
âWhat is?â I cocked my head, a result of living with dogs for so long.
âNot taking Chi Chiâs place.â
âOh, that. No kidding.â I looked at my watch. âIâve got to get cleaned up and get back to work.â
âYou just got home.â
âWell, you know what they say, a man works from sun to sun, but a womanâs work is never done. Itâs six-thirty. The marketâs open, and I have to try to buy a couple of pork chops for dinner.â
âI thought they only sold wholesale. Anyway, Iâm working tonightââ
âMe, too,â I said, grinning. âAnd this morning.â
Now he was grinning, too. âNick and Nora Charles?â
âSure. If you have the time. Iâll be ready in ten minutes.â
âGive me