she arrived even five minutes earlier. Sterling Benton knew her better than she realized, and that thought riddled her with anxiety. Where could she go, where could she hide, where Sterling Benton would never think to look for her?
A few minutes later, Sterling departed in the carriage and Mr. Lathrop retreated inside, yet the runner remained, leaning against the outside stair rail.
âWell?â Joan whispered.
âThe watchman, or whatever he is, is making himself comfortable. I donât think he is going anywhere soon.â
âWell, I must be going soon,â Joan said. âAre you coming with me or not?â
There was no point in staying. Sterling had gotten there first. Even if she managed to sneak inside and speak with Emily, her father would insist on sending her home. It was no good.
Margaret sighed. âLooks like I am.â
Joan echoed her sigh. âWell, come on, then.â
Staying to the shadows, they crossed the square and returned to the thoroughfare. Joan urged her to hurry, and soon Margaretâs thoughts were consumed with dodging flower carts, barrels, carriages, and horse droppings. And with trying to keep sight of Joanâs blue frock as she scurried ahead. Soon, Margaretâs feet were aching and her side cramping.
Joan turned only long enough to hiss, âHurry! Weâve got a long way to go, and itâs getting late.â
Margaret eyed the passing hackney carriages with longing but knew she should not spend the little money she had. She bit back a groan and kept trotting along, the carpetbag swinging against her leg. Ahead, Joan strode smartly on, ever eastward, her heavier valise apparently no burden at all. Thirty or forty minutes later, they turned south onto Grace Church Street.
The street narrowed and darkened. The cobbles gave way to uneven paving, refuse-filled gutters, and smells that compelled Margaret to breathe from her mouth.
Finally, Joan turned down a lane signposted Fish Street Hill. There, they passed several old tenement buildings before Joan pushed open a narrow door. Margaret breathed a sigh of relief. Her next inhale brought salt air and the rank odor of rotting fish. They were close to the river here, she guessed. And the docks.
Too tired to care, she followed Joan inside and up two rickety flights of stairs. She stood, numb and mute, as Joan knocked softly on the door of number 23.
While they waited, Joan turned and whispered, âIâve had all the trouble I care to from your Mr. Benton. I think it best we donât tell my sister your name or who you really are. Peg has never been good at keeping secrets.â
Margaret nodded.
A few moments later, shuffling and grumbling came from the other side of the door. Then a womanâs hoarse whisper. âWhoâs there?â
âPeg, itâs Joan.â
The lock clicked, and the door was opened by a frowzy woman very like Joan in appearance, though several years older and a stone heavier. She might have been pretty once, but her skin was rough, her face too careworn for her years.
âGood heavens, Joan. Whatâs happened?â
Joan answered calmly, âIâve lost my place.â
Her sisterâs face crumpled. âOh no. What did you do?â
âNothing. Look, itâs late. Weâll talk in the morning, all right?â
The woman nodded over Joanâs shoulder. âWhoâs this, then?â
Joan flicked Margaret a glance. âSheâs with me. She just needs a place a sleep for a night or two. Come on, Peg, let us in. Weâll help with the children and give the place a good cleaningâwhatever you like.â
The woman frowned. âOh, very well. But keep it down. The children are already asleep.â
They stepped inside the dark room, which smelled of cabbage and soiled nappies. Margaret could see little, as their reluctant hostess spared no candle for them to get settled by.
âCandles are dear, they
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