Robert?â
âWhat play?â
âThe junior high school play . . .â
Mr. Horrible Haxer must have told Ms. Young about Dad having a nervous breakdown. I could hear it in her voice; it had that careful sound that people use when theyâre talking to sick people. What would shedo? Would she tell Dad that she knew about his nervous breakdown? I cupped my hand over the receiver so they couldnât hear me breathing.
âI wanted Frankie to know how proud I was that she got cast,â Ms. Young went on. âSeventh-graders rarely get in.â
âI forgot about the play!â Dad said. âShe didnât even tell me she got in. How nice of you to call. Itâll mean a lot to her. You were her favorite teacher, you know.â
âWell, Iâm a little worried about . . .â She didnât know what to say. Please donât say anything about a nervous breakdown, I prayed. âI was wondering if there was any way to make it work so that Frankie could be in the show. I think it would be very good for her.â
âOf course she can be in the play.â
âShe can? Youâre sure itâs not too much trouble for you to arrange? Frankie told Justin Haxer that you needed her to baby-sit every day after school. And if you need some help working that out, Iâm sure . . .â
Justin, I thought. Ms. Young should know that his real name is Horrible.
âI know how important these school plays are to Frankie,â Dad was saying. âOf course weâll work things out here.â
âOh, Iâm so glad to hear that. May I speak with Frankie?â
I hung up the phone and ran into my room.
âFrankie!â Dad called up the stairs. âMs. Young wants to talk to you.â
âI canât talk right now,â I yelled back.
I waited a few seconds; then I crept back out and picked up the phone.
âSure,â Dad was saying. âWeâll talk it over. How many rehearsals a week?â
âJustin will write up a rehearsal schedule. It wonât be that many. She has a very small part. Iâm glad you donât feel overwhelmed by this.â
âOverwhelmed? Why should I feel overwhelmed?â
âI really didnât want to bother you, but I canât help feeling that itâs important for Frankie to participate.â
âNo, Iâm glad you called. I can arrange baby-sitting.â
âGreat! Iâll tell Justin.â
As they said their good-byes, I hung up and ran into my room.
A few minutes later I heard Dadâs footsteps on the stairs. He knocked and waited. When I didnât say anything, he knocked again.
I put my pillow over my head. âI canât talk right now.â
âThat was Ms. Young on the phone. She said you got inââ
âI know.â
âFrankie, you can be in the play. You know that. Why did you tell Mr. Haxer that you couldnât?â
âI donât want to be in the play.â
âWhat?â
âI already told Mr. Haxer that Iâm not doing it. So just stay out of it.â
âI donât understand. Open the door, Frankie.â
I didnât move.
âCan we please talk about his face to face?â
I threw my pillow at the door. âWhy? You donât care.â
âDonât snap at me, Frankie. I do care. Iâm trying to help.â
âWell you can help by leaving me alone.â
There was silence again. He didnât know what to do. If I was a dad, and I had forgotten to ask my daughter about an audition, and my daughter was this upset, I wouldnât leave her alone. Iâd cut a hole through the door, or Iâd get a ladder and climb through the window. Iâd think of a million and one ways of finding out what was wrong and cheering her up.
He cleared his throat, something he does when he doesnât know what to say. âI donât get it, Frankie. Whatâs