it again, and he didnât try to stop her leaving. The more precious his time with Judy became, the more he wasted it. Neither working nor living with her, he hardly saw her in view of their ridiculously unsociable hours.
But no hours at work had ever been as unsociable as the last one had been. He heard the door slam, and closed his eyes. He didnât know what made him say things like that, but he always did. And he couldnât stop. He would try to; he would try to calm down, to discuss their situation rationally. But when he opened his mouth, what came out was just another grievance. She was leaving before it got any worse, and he wouldnât try to stop her. Once, she wouldnât have gone, not wanting to leave before theyâd made it up. Once, he would have asked her to stay. But they both knew now that all that happened was that his wounding tongue would run away with him.
Judyâs divisional DO had taken it into his head to advise her â or order her, depending on how you looked at it â to find accommodation in Malworth rather than Stansfield; there wasnât much to be done about that, given their less than official domestic setup, so she had, with considerable misgiving, moved out of the flat and into one of her own in Malworth. It wasnât her fault â she could hardly have objected to the move on the grounds that she was living over the brush with Stansfieldâs DCI, a fact that she had failed to mention to her superiors.
So why was he blaming her? Why did he do this to her? Heâd done it when she was living with Michael, and he was doing it again. There had to be a reason. He wanted to be with her more than he had ever wanted anything, and perhaps, he thought bleakly, that was the problem. He couldnât be sure that she felt the same.
He heard her car finally agree to take her home, and moved the curtain aside a little, intending to watch the little green mini make its way out of the garage area. But all he saw was a blanket of thick fog, worse even than it had been.
Get home safe, he said silently. Whatever you do, get home safe.
Whitworth wasnât as useless as he looked, thought Jake, bailed to appear at Stansfield Magistratesâ Court on a charge of disturbing the peace, for which he would be bound over. He hadnât even let the news about Sharon shake his professional composure, which said something for him. But now that he was running Jake back to his car, he obviously felt that the circumstances had altered, because the subject was broached.
âWhat really happened?â he asked.
âOn my life, Simon, it was an accident,â said Jake, his hand cheekily on his heart, deliberately misunderstanding the question.
âNot that,â said Simon. âWith Sharon.â
âOh, Sharon,â Jake said, glancing at Simon as the car crept along through dense fog. âShe was with this bloke, chatting him up. I just said hello and all hell broke loose.â He couldnât see Simonâs face. He didnât suppose he believed him. Which was, he thought, probably fair enough.
He wasnât, after all, telling the truth.
Chapter Three
Driving gingerly through the outskirts of Malworth, Judy slowed down to a near-stop as she came up to a tableau of police car and motorbike on the dual carriageway, and signalled right to overtake them. That must have been the siren that she had heard, she thought, a little puzzled that the incident still seemed to be in progress. It had to have been well over an hour ago now. The bike wasnât damaged, and neither was the rider.
She found herself, as she always did in these circumstances, feeling for the offender. She wondered if this was a basic flaw in her character â surely she should be sympathising with her colleagues, who had had to get out of their nice warm car to deal with him? But then, she thought with a sigh, there were apparently a great many flaws in her character.
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