I donât fancy
driving in this.â
He looked at her curiously. âWonât anyone be missing you?â he
asked.
Melissa felt the flush grow deeper. âWhy the third degree?â she
snapped.
He held up his hands. â Sorry.â
âSo â whatâs your story? How come youâre here?â
He smiled. âI was covering the opening of the leisure centre,â he
said. âI left early, and got lost. Finally worked out how to get home,
found myself passing a hostelry and came in.â He looked at the
bitter lemon. â Iâve broken most of my bad habits,â he said. âBut I
still canât pass licensed premises.â
Melissa looked round at the empty tables and chairs, looking
like a low-budget film set before the actors have arrived. âIt must be for the company,â she said, startling herself. It was, in its way, a joke. She wouldnât have thought that possible.
He smiled. â The companyâs all right from where Iâm sitting,â he said quietly, his eyes looking into hers.
âAnd is no one missing you ?â she asked, her voice as low as his had been.
He shook his head. âNo oneâs missed me for years,â he said.
Melissa sipped her drink. âPoor Mac,â she said.
He smiled. â They did once,â he said. âI donât blame them for giving up on me. I had.â
She glanced at the soft drink, and he nodded. âYou werenât a football fan in your teens, then?â he said.
She shook her head, smiling a little at last. âYouâre an ex-footballer?â she asked.
âEx-footballer, ex-husband, ex-alcoholic and ex-convict,â he said. âOr so my ex-wife likes to describe me.â
âEx-convict?â
He smiled. âOh, yes. After spending the best part of ten years in an alcoholic stupor, I finally crashed the car through a shop window. I got six months, and Iâm still disqualified from driving.â
Over the next few drinks, Melissa got a rundown on the rest. He had used his time in prison to resurrect his brain; he had dried out, he had got himself straight. He hadnât looked at a betting slip or a woman or a glass of anything stronger than fruit juice since the day heâd come to in hospital with a nurse flitting past, two years ago. His wife had left him early in their marriage for an accountant, taking their then three-year-old son with her.
âDo you see much of your son?â
She had hit a nerve. They lived in America now, and his son didnât know who his real father was; Sandra, Macâs ex-wife, had begged him to stay away. So far, he had. But maybe not for ever, he added. Heâd soon be able to afford the fare.
She looked at him. âDo you think you should tell him who you are?â she asked.
He shrugged. â I donât know. Do you think I should?â
âMe?â she said, startled. She really didnât need anyone elseâs problems tonight. She had surprised herself by being able to make small talk, even, but she supposed that that was second nature now, after years of doing interviews.
âIâd like to know.â
She shook her head. âBut Iâve got nothing to do with it,â she protested.
âBut you do all these articles on â¦â He shrugged again. âI donât know â moral dilemmas. Thatâs what this is, isnât it?â
Melissa smiled a little sadly. â Iâll say,â she said. Then she looked at him. âYou donât sound much like an ex-footballer,â she said.
His still-dark eyebrows rose very slightly. âYou mean Iâm not supposed to know words like ââmoral dilemmaââ?â
She blushed, then rallied to her own defence. âYou pretend not to know them,â she said. âYou had to hedge it round with ââI donât knowââ and ââthatâs what this is, isnât