asses will be out on the street.â She made a fist with one of her hands.
I held Desiree down. There was fury in both our eyes.
âWhy didnât you tell us?â I asked as calmly as I could.
âI ainât got to tell yâall shit. I owe yâall no explanation for anything I choose to do. He donât belong here. He better off there anyway. Heâll get the help that he needs.â
I sighed again, and Desiree grunted.
âItâs a nice place too. Yâall welcome to visit if yâall like. Matter of fact, yâall need to go down to the social security office and get that money transferred over to them.â
âHow we gonna do that if the money is in Mama name?â
âExactly. Desiree, you look the oldest and look more like your momâworn-outâso yâall going to take yâall ass down there, and Desiree, you act like you Pearla Pierce and figure out why they ainât sent a check this month. And, like I just stated, make the recipient of the money over to Pine Meadows.â
âI wanna see Daddy,â I said defiantly.
âHoney, you can see him whenever you want to. You can live there if you like. But Iâll tell you this once and one time onlyâTake your ass down to the social security office, or be on the street.â
Me and Desiree huffed and puffed as we slid off the couch to leave.
âOh, and when you get back, I want my hair braided.â Aunt Ruby looked pointedly at me, as if I had no choice.
My only question for her was, âWhat do you want braided? The little hair you have on your head, your beard, or the hair on your chest?â
After her fucking sermon about what we could do and couldnât do, could eat and couldnât eat, me and Desiree left the tiny-ass bedroom that used to belong to her eighteen-year-old son, who was locked the fuck up. And her oldest daughter who was on crack, and she didnât know where she was.
âHey, ladies.â
We brushed past our uncle by law. My auntâs husband, Byron the bastard, was a tall, lanky, light-skinned dude with an Afro. And though the nigga was lanky, he had a big-ass beer belly. He was regular-looking, except the nigga was cockeyed. And that shit is worse than trying to figure out whether or not a cross-eyed person is looking at you. With a cockeyed person, you couldnât tell when they werenât. But the other fucked-up part about him was, where we normal people had two front teeth, that nigga had three. He said it was because he was born a twin and he got one of his teeth.
I said, âNaw, you just one ugly muthafucka.â
The nigga didnât work either. He spent all his time picking up broads and hanging in titty bars.
âLooking good, Cashmere. You got a man yet, or do you need to be broke in?â
âGo beat your little shit,â Desiree told him.
I laughed loudly.
âYou betta watch your mouth, Desiree, before I tell Ruby on your ass.â
âTell her, ugly muthafucka.â
He ignored Desiree, knowing he couldnât win an argument with her.
âAnd get your eyes off of my sisterâs ass. She wouldnât piss on you, bastard, if you was on fire.â
âLet her tell me that,â he shouted as we walked out the house.
âFuck you, R. Kelly !â
âMan, his ass is a fucking pervert,â I yelled as we jumped down the porch steps. We hadnât been there long, and he had already rubbed up against me and jiggled his dick and balls at me.
âI know, girl.â Desiree said, studying the pamphlet with the location of Pine Meadows.
âMan, I canât believe she just shipped him out like that, like he ainât shit,â I said as we waited at a light.
âWell, Cash, I mean, maybe itâs better off this way. I mean, neither of us can take care of him. Iâm seventeen and you only fourteen. We got school and shit.â
âI was doing a good job without you or
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