Jews there had been an angry discussion with the manager
and they had gone somewhere else. It had all seemed rather silly to Yale.
"From what you have told me about your father," Cynthia smiled, "I'll bet
he doesn't like Jews." She didn't tell him that it was only in the past
year or two that she herself had become aware that her racial background
could be considered offensive to some people.
"Small worry," Yale laughed. "He doesn't like me much either. He says I
read too much and have crazy ideas. I read the whole Bible last year."
Cynthia looked at him amazed. "Oh, I'm not one of those religious twerps.
I happened to read another book that kept making reference to Biblical
characters so I just decided to read it. It took me two months."
He grinned. "There are a lot of nice Jewish girls in the Bible."
"If you read so much, you must be smart."
"Oh, I'm smart. I'm so smart that I am a freshman on trial. I'm smart . . .
queer. Anybody who reads and doesn't care for athletics and thinks he
would like to be a poet rather than a businessman is not smart in
my family."
"Well, I like you," Cynthia whispered.
Yale looked at her in wonder, struck by the clear, clean beauty of her
features. She had large, brown eyes that seemed to contain within them
the wisdom of her race. Her face descended from high cheekbones to a firm
chin. Her slightly angular jaw was a favorite of many artists depicting
feminine beauty. He suddenly realized that Cynthia's features resembled
his own imaginings of Ruth and Naomi in the Old Testament. In the years
to come, as he knew Cynthia better, the thought would often recur to
him that even beyond her own awareness she seemed to carry with her
a racial warmth and understanding. Later, he would ask her many times
if she realized that she had this transcendent beauty, and she would
look at him and laugh, and tell him that perhaps it wasn't she at all,
but something he had conjured in his own eyes and in his own brain.
Although Yale had kissed only one or two girls in his lifetime, and
those halfheartedly as the expected thing to do, he had a tremendous
desire to kiss Cynthia. The liquor gave him the courage to try.
She looked at him, amused. "You kiss like a schoolboy. I'll show you
how a farmer's daughter does it." She kissed him with her lips pressed
hard against his, her mouth slightly open. The top of her tongue brushed
his teeth. Yale blinked. The liquor was beginning to give him a dull,
throbbing headache. He saw Cynthia's face through a blur. The clear
vision of a moment ago vanished. She became a curious blend of black
hair and wide brown eyes.
"I'm drunk," he mumbled. He closed his eyes. He didn't know how long
he slept. Perhaps it was only a few minutes. He awoke to her shaking
him and saying, "Hey, freshman, wake up. I feel awfully funny. Have you
ever been drunk before?" Yale looked at her leaning over him, her hair
falling across her eyes.
"Nope," he said and wondered if the dizzy feeling he had, and an inability
to bring Cynthia into clear focus, was being drunk. "But I think I am now.
How much of that stuff did you drink?"
"Five or six swallows. I've never been drunk before either. I feel like a
bird. Woo. . . ." She stood up and then quickly sank to her knees. "I am
dizzy." She flung her arms in front of her and fell forward on the sand.
Yale looked at her, alarmed. "Hey, come on. Wake up! Are you sick?" She
didn't answer. He felt suddenly protective toward her. "Cynthia? Cynthia,
what's the matter?"
"Oh, I think I'm sick," she moaned.
He looked at her helplessly, "I've got an idea. Let's go in for a swim.
The river water is cold, it'll straighten us up." He pulled off her saddle
shoes and ankle socks. She didn't move. "Come on," he said, patting her
on the back. He noticed a zipper on the back of her dress and pulled it
down. Her dress came apart to just above her buttocks. Still she didn't
move. He started to fumble with her brassiere