course, although I know that Admiral Verneyâs wife goes everywhere with him, she says her sea legs are better than her land ones. Oh dear, there I go again, mentioning legs, which Mama says I ought not to do.â
âWhy ever not?â
âThere are all kinds of things I mustnât say and subjects I may not talk about. Youâre going to stay with our cousin Ackworths, are not you?â
âI am.â
âI was there, in the autumn.â
She fell silent, and Octavia wondered whether her experience of Hertfordshire had been a good or a bad one.
Penelope soon told her, her face alight with the memory. âOh, it was the greatest fun, although I had been ill and that was why I was sent there, to recover my health and spirits; Mama thought I would simply sit indoors and do nothing and go nowhere until my cough went. It was a shocking cough which irritated Mamaâs nerves; in fact, that was why I was sent away, not really from any concern for my health. Mr. and Mrs. Ackworth are excellent people, very kind and not at all stuffy.â She gave Octavia a swift look from beneath her eyelids. âYou do not know them, Papa says, and I dare say you are wondering if they are likeâwell, like Uncle Arthur or Aunt Augusta, but you need not fear, they are not. They go about a good deal, they know everyone, and I met ⦠oh, such interesting people.â
âIn a small town in Hertfordshire? Is not society there somewhatâI should have thought it would be a limited circle.â
Penelope was blushing. âOh, there were not so many people there, but it was agreeable company, and I went to the assembly ball, which made Mama extremely cross when she heard of it, for I was not officially out, however Cousin Jane said a small-town assembly was neither here nor there and it would do me good to practise my dancing in company, for it is not the same as with the dancing master, not at all. And I danced every dance, it was delightful.â
âSo your cousinsâour cousinsâdo not lead such a quiet life as your mama supposed?â
âOh, well, in comparison to London, of courseâbut I prefer the country. I would rather live in the country than in town.â She paused, biting her lip, then smiled. âCousin Jane was used to be fond of dancing when she was young. She took me through the steps of the quadrille, again and again, so that I am now quite an expert. She said she and Cousin Hugh loved to dance, and she only wished they had had the waltz when she was a girl, as she thought it looked most exhilarating, much more enjoyable than minuets and country dances.â
Octavia blinked. Why was Theodosia suggesting she go to Hertfordshire, to be out of the way, if the Ackworths were as Penelope said?
âMama and Aunt Augusta have no notion of what they are like,â Penelope confided. âThey never visit there, for they think Meryton provincial and our cousins countrified and unfashionable. They are useful, to send us young ones down into the country when our mamas want to be rid of us, but they donât realise what fun it is there. Louisa only went once, and she didnât like it at all, she says the cousins are provincial, but I do not think they are, not at all.â
So Penelope had a mind of her own, did she? And, although she said nothing that went beyond the line of what was acceptable, she clearly had no illusions and judged for herself. Octavia warmed towards her niece, with her blushes and her eyes bright with the memory of dancing and pleasure.
Penelope slipped off the bed. âI can hear Grindleyâs steps, sheâs my maid. I expect Mama wants me to go out shopping or some such thing, and has left instructions as to what I am to wear. I have a new hat I bought myself, which I like very well, but she will say it is hideous, I dare say, and will be angry for me spending my allowance without her permission.â
She whisked herself out of