Sarah murmurs.
âI really miss seeing my grandkids,â the driver continues. âFamily is all any of us really have.â
After forty-five minutes and several brake-squeaking stops, Sarah sits up suddenly; she must have dozed brieflyâand she wonders if the bus driver will remember her stop. Itâs not as if they have a big driveway and mailbox.
âThereâs your brother,â the driver says, squinting ahead.
Sarah is filled with a rush of reliefâwhich quickly fades as she sees Miles standing shirtless with a canteen hanging off his shoulder. Gun over his shoulder, bandana across his nose because of the highway dust, and holding a tall, knobby walking stick, he looks like an extra from one of those old Mad Max movies.
âRegular school wouldnât hurt that boy,â observes the driver as she brakes the bus.
âNo kidding,â Sarah says.
âBut he watches out for youâthatâs a good thing nowadays,â the driver says.
âThanks for the ride,â Sarah says, and steps down.
âHey, Goat Girl, how was your first day at school?â Miles says, pulling down his bandana. His face is streaked with dust and sweat, and heâs stinkier than ever.
âOkay,â Sarah says with a shrug.
âThereâs still time for you, son,â the driver calls down to Miles through the open door. âYouâre only one day behind.â
âNo thanks,â Miles says.
The driver laughs, then closes the door and drives on.
âIs Emily all right?â Sarah asks; she covers her mouth briefly from dust kicked up by the bus.
âSheâs fine,â Miles says.
âDid you feed her like I said?â
âYes. Sheâs fine!â Miles says. âCome on, letâs go. We donât need to stand around on the highway all day.â
He heads down the ditch to the woods trail. Sarah knows to step in his tracksâso it appears like a single set of footprintsâuntil theyâre safely into the woods. There, itâs a twenty-minute walk through the late-summer woods. The aspens have yellow leaves, and a few scarlet maples stand out against dusty green pines. Forests used to scare her.
âHow are we going to do this in winter?â Sarah asks. âGet to the highway, I mean.â
âOn snowshoes or skis,â Miles says.
âGreat,â Sarah mutters.
âOr maybe by snowmobile,â Miles adds.
âWeâre getting a snowmobile?â Sarah asks.
Miles shrugs. âI hope.â
As soon Sarah comes in sight above the cabin, Emily starts to âBaaaack, baaack!â She jumps up and down as if sheâs on springs. Emily goes crazy on her rope, and races around in tight circles until she winds herself against her tree. Then she reverses directions and unwinds herself like a runaway top. Sarah laughs and grabs her as she races by. They tumble onto the grass in a heap of girl arms and goat legs.
âDid Miles feed you?â Sarah murmurs. She feels Emilyâs udders, which are tight with milk.
âYes, I fed her,â Miles says with annoyance, and heads over to the sawmill shed.
She holds Emily by her long ears and looks into her pretty yellow eyes with their little dark bars for pupils. People have round pupils; goats have rectangular ones. Miles was the first to notice that (which was annoying), but Miles doesnât know where she likes to be scratched (right behind her stubby little horns), or what all of her little head butting and hopping gestures really mean.
âSarah! Youâre home,â her mother says. She comes around the corner of the cabin. From the dust, her black hair is streaked with gray, and Sarah has a sudden, scary image of her mother as an old woman.
âYeah?â Sarah says.
âYou survived day one of school!â her mother says.
âBarely,â Sarah mutters.
âHey, how was school?â Artie asks, appearing beside Nat and draping an