civvy â could mess with a personâs head.
He slammed the wrench in his hand onto his workbench. How could he even contemplate starting a relationship with Lily if he wasnât convinced he was worthy of her? If he wasnât certain sheâd want him to? If he took his feelings for her somewhere and it didnât work out the townspeople would descend on him for breaking her heart. For taking advantage of her, although it was more likely sheâd break his heart. If he ever got the chance to kiss her sheâd probably shatter his heart.
Considering the doubts he had about who he was and what he had to offer, he should stop dreaming now before the idea of Lily and Nick together forever took further shape and started giving him sleepless nights. He had nothing to offer her except support from the sidelines. So it looked like heâd be settling for restless nights. âAnd donât forget that,â he said under his breath. No more getting carried away with sensual thoughts of what he wanted to do with Lily Johnson.
âHi, Nick.â
Nick looked up guiltily as Andy walked through the barn doors and into the workshop. Great. Heâd been caught in a thread of sexy notions about Lily by her son. He took himself under control. âCome on in, Andrew. Howâd you get here?â
The boy shrugged. âWalked.â
âBut I was at your house early this morning. You could have come with us.â
âI wasnât up.â Another shoulder shrug. âMum said last night that I should come and pick up the bike.â He nodded to the corner of the workshop where his sisterâs bicycle leaned against a stable door. All fixed. âI forgot this morning. Sorry.â
âThatâs okay.â
Nick had been planning on taking the bike to Lilyâs house this afternoon. Around the time sheâd be finishing work. He didnât see why she shouldnât have a lift home, but he also understood why sheâd asked her son to come collect the bike. Pride.
âYouâre just in time,â he told Andy. âAbout to start work on your car.â If the boyâs interest in mechanics was as high as Nick thought, he might be able to persuade Andy to stay a couple of hours. Then give him, the bike and Lily a lift home.
âI love your knives.â Andy spied the knives laid out on the workbench and bent over them, hands clenched behind his back. Obviously desperate to touch them.
âIâve just put an edge on those,â Nick told him. âTheyâre much sharper than shop bought knives. Just so you know.â He wandered over and picked up a drop-point hunter. âThis one is going to a fisherman in Italy.â His paring and peeling knives were doing well in and around town, but his drop-point hunters sold all over the world.
âHow many hours to make it?â
âA few.â Like around 20. âThatâs why they sell for a high price. Handmade, custom-made. As the client wants them. Mostly.â Nick had his signature blades and his way of crafting them. Occasionally he put together an artistic blade, not meant for use, just for cabinet display.
âMum loves the knives you made for Kookaburraâs. She said theyâre the best sheâs ever used. Ever.â
âYour mum cooks there sometimes, doesnât she?â
âYeah. Danâs there all the time, but Charlotte only does mornings. Her pastry chef stuff.â
Nick nodded. âSheâd got a child to look after.â
âOlivia goes to the child-care centre in the mornings.â
Thereâd been a baby-rush since Nick arrived in town, prompting an upgrade of the child-care centre Sammy Granger had established in a building next to the Town Hall. Swallowâs Fallâs population had gone a few over the 100 mark that year and the town had held a street party. Ethan Granger had made a brand new population sign, now swinging on a post at the