woman?â
âI. . . um. . . that isââ
âAnd why is it any worse for a woman to prevent conception than for a man to go about doing the conceiving willy-nilly?â
âNow see hereââ
âYou ought to be ashamed of yourself!â Her dander was fully up now. âDo you want a lot of your little bastards running about?â
He blinked at her, then burst into laughter. âNo, indeed I donât. How good of you to consider that. It hadnât entered my thoughts in the least.â
âWell, it should have,â she scolded.
âYouâre quite right,â he choked out, clearly trying to repress any further laughter.
His amusement annoyed her. âAnd if that didnât worry you, then what did you mean by all that nonsense about a reckoning? Did you think Iâd steal from you tonight? Or blackmail you. . . or. . . or something degenerate like that?â
He cast her a glance of mock solemnity. âNo, certainly nothing degenerate.â
âThen what?â
Mischief glinted in his eyes. Leaning forward suddenly, he caught her hands in his. âThe reckoning I fear is that one night with you wonât be enough for me. That Iâll want you time and again. And that youâll make me pay for that need very dearly in the long run.â
4
Justin relished the expression of panic that crossed âBellaâsâ face. It was about bloody time she realized the possible ramifications of her actions.
Good God, heâd nearly taken her right here in the carriage! And that had not been his intention. Heâd meant only to draw her out. By playing along, heâd hoped to coax her into revealing her reasons for doing this. Then he could unmask her, give her a stern lecture, and take her home. After which, her gratitude at his discretion would make her moderate her opposition to him on the governing board.
That had been the plan. . . until sheâd looked up at him with that strange, yearning expression. Next thing he knew he was spouting all that nonsense about wine and bending to kiss her sweet, lush lips. . .Â
And enduring a lecture about preventing conception. From her of all people!
He groaned. She was tying him in knots, this enchanting creature whoâd taken over Lady Kingsleyâthe one with the sense of humor and the tempting mouth. He was having trouble remembering who she really was, for Godâs sake.
The enchanting creature finally found her voice. âOne night must be enough for you,â she said fiercely. âIt simply must. After this is over, itâs over. We canât meet or see each other again.â
âI donât see why not.â If he pressed hard enough, she might admit the truth. âIâm not married. And unless you entered that auction under false pretenses, youâre not married either. So if we take pleasure in each otherâs company and want to spend time togetherââ
âIâm not that kind of woman!â
âYou mean the kind to share a strangerâs bed without knowing his background or his character?â
She drew her hands from his. âI mean. . . the kind to be a manâs mistress.â
Ah, now he was getting somewhere. âYour actions speak otherwise. Clearly youâre looking for a protector or you wouldnât be here.â
âNo! Thatâs not why I did it at all!â Her pretty eyes flashed at him through the slits of the mask.
He found her ridiculous moral outrage highly comical. âI canât imagine what other reason youâd have.â
Glancing away, she gnawed on her lower lip as if considering telling him more. Finally she sighed. âItâs merely that. . . Iâm testing the waters, thatâs all. Iâm not quite ready to marry again, and I want to see if I can even bear to be with another man.â
That possibility