heâs been back, Billy hasnât had a cross word with Father, and Mother is my mother again.
DECEMBER 25TH
Christmas Day
IT SEEMS GRANNY MAY MIGHT HAVE BEEN right after all. I was with Billy cleaning out the cowshed after church when he called me outside. Everyone seemed to be running down towards Green Bay and there was a crowd gathered down on the beach. So we left everything and ran. We met Mother and Granny May coming out of the house.
âThereâs been a dead turtle washed up,â said Mother. Granny May looked at me, her eyes full of tears. We had to push through the crowd. People were laughing, and I hated them for that. He was covered in sand and seaweed and they were trying to roll him over, but he was too heavy, even for them.Then I looked again. It was a turtle all right, but it was not our turtle. It wasnât any turtle at all. It was painted bright green with yellow eyes and it looked as if it had been carved out of wood. It was the figurehead off a ship.
Billy crouched down beside it, and brushed the sand off its face.
âThatâs off the
Zanzibar
,â he said.
Granny May was laughing through her tears. She took my hand and squeezed it.
âNow do you believe me?â she said, and she didnât need an answer.
âIf itâs off Billyâs ship,â she went on, âthen it belongs to Billy, doesnât it?â No one argued with her.
âWeâll call him Zanzibar and he can live in the garden. Letâs get him home.â So we heaved him up on to a cart and trundled him home. All afternoon we scrubbed. A lot of his paint had come off in the sea. Heâs a little bigger than our turtle was but his face is just the same, wizened, wrinkled and wise like a two hundred year old man. And he smiles just the same too â gently.
Iâm looking out of my window as I write this. He looks as if heâs trying to eat the grass. He wonât, ofcourse. Heâll only eat jellyfish. Zanzibar is a good name for him, the right name, I think.
(On the last page, she had written in ink, in the wobbly handwriting of an old lady:)
P.S. One Last Thing
Iâm not leaving Zanzibar to anyone. Iâm leaving him to everyone. So I want him put out on the Green so all the children of Bryher can sit on him whenever they like. They can ride him wherever they like. He can be a horse, a dragon, a dolphin, an elephant or even a leatherback turtle.
As you know, your Great-uncle Billy lived a good long life. When he died, I didnât know how Iâd manage without him. But I did, because I had to. Anyway, weâre together again now.
L.P. 1995
MARZIPAN
I SAT THERE ON THE BED FOR SOME MOMENTS, looking at the last of Great-aunt Lauraâs drawings â of Zanzibar on the Green gazing out to sea. Sitting astride him is a small girl. The wind is in her hair and sheâs laughing out of sheer joy.
From outside the window I heard peals of laughter. I leaned out. There must have been half a dozen little nieces and nephews down in the garden and clambering all over Zanzibar. The smallest of them, Catherine it was â my youngest niece, was offering Zanzibar some grass and stroking his head between his eyes.
âCome on, Marzipan,â she was saying, âyouâll like it.â
âHe wonât eat it,â I called down. âHe only eats jellyfish.â She looked up at me, squinting into the sun.
âHow do you know?â she asked.
âIf you let me sit on him,â I said, âIâll tell you. Iâll tell you where Zanzibar came from, how he got here, everything.â
âAll right,â she said.
So, sitting on Zanzibar in the evening sun, I read them Great-aunt Lauraâs diary from beginning to end. By the time Iâd finished, the entire family was gathered around Zanzibar and listening.
I closed the book. âThatâs it,â I said. No one spoke for some time.
It was Catherineâs idea that