for seed next spring. And brandy enough, Father says, to keep us all happy forever.
Granny May insisted we get her up. She keeps touching Billy to be sure heâs real. She took some soup â the first time sheâd eaten for days â and then made us take her to Rushy Bay to see the wreck. She couldnât walk, so Billy and his friends from the
Zanzibar
pulled her across the island in the back of a cart, as the donkeys were still busy. She was beside me this evening, at high tide, when we heard the
Zanzibar
groan. Everyone was there to watch her go. We watched her sink slowly into the sea, her shredded sails whipping in the wind, waving at us. I waved back in silence. The crew took off their hats, some crossed themselves and one of them fell on his knees in the sand and thanked God. And then we all knelt with him, except Granny May, I noticed.
Weâre staying. Everyoneâs staying. Billyâs staying. Heâs said so, he promised. Heâs crossed his heart and hoped to die. Heâs been all over the world â America, Ireland, France, Spain, Africa even. Imagine that, Africa. I asked about Joseph Hannibal. It seems he didnât quite turn out as Billy had expected.He drank a lot. He borrowed Billyâs money and never gave it back. And when Billy asked for it, he threatened him. So Billy left the
General Lee
in New York and became a cabin-boy on the
Zanzibar.
It was the
Zanzibar
that had taken him all over the world.
Billy says there are beautiful places in the world,wonders you wouldnât believe unless you saw them with your own eyes, but that thereâs nowhere else in the world quite like Scilly, nowhere like home. I told him I knew that already, and Father said thereâs some things youâve got to find out for yourself, and Billy and he smiled at each other.
DECEMBER 24TH
IâM MILKING THE
ZANZIBAR
COWS, AND WITH Billy, too. Three of the six are in milk and we think the others may be in calf â letâs hope! Everyone had most of what they want off the wreck. Thereâs been some grumbles, of course, but itâs been fair shares. Weâve got the cows because weâre the only ones who know how to handle them â we got some corn, too â everyone did. Weâve rebuilt the cowshed just as it was. Granny May has enough wood for her roof. Thereâs timber stacked up in gardens all over the island. Thereâs boats being mended, roofs going on. Everyone, everywhere, is hammering and sawing. Bryher is alive again.
Granny May will probably be with us until the spring, till her house is ready. Sheâs the same now as she ever was, scuttling about the place and muttering to herself. Sometimes I think she is the âmad old stickâ everyone says she is. She keeps telling me it wasnât God that brought the wreck that brought Billy back to us, it was the turtle. She rambles on and on about how thereâs no such thing as a miracle. If something happens, then something has made it happen. Law of nature, she says. We saved the turtle and so the turtle saved us. Itâs that simple. You get what you deserve in this world, she says. I donât know that sheâs right.
Iâve told Billy all about the turtle. He says if heâd found it, heâd have eaten it, but he wouldnât have. Heâs just saying that. We talk and we talk. Weâve hardly stopped talking since he came back. Iâve heard his stories over and over, but I want to hear them again and again. I know them so well, itâs as if I was with him all the time he was away, as if Iâve been to America and Africa, as if Iâve seen for myself the great cities, the deserts that go on forever and icebergs and mountains that reach up and touch the sky.
The crew of the
Zanzibar
left from the quay thisevening. We were there to wave them off. Everyone hugged everyone. They were all so happy to be alive and so grateful to us for saving them.
Since