the content rosiness of her cheeks fading to stark white in just seconds.
âMom?â Caleb asked, leaning in from behind me. âAre you okay? Do you know who Mina is?â
She pressed her shaking hands against the desk and pushed herself up to stand. âDid he tell you his name?â she asked, her whispery voice trembling as she turned to face me straight on.
I shook my head slowly, numbed by the shock of what I saw inside her cool blue eyes. Fear, anxiety, regret. Guilt. All of this from a random man asking about Mina Dietrich?
The buzzer was still going off in the kitchen, my mom flinching with each frantic jab from the stoop below. She balled her fists at her sides as she pushed past me and Caleb and onto the landing. But then she turned back toward us, her fear replaced by a stony resoluteness that was at odds with her usually soft, contemplative face. âPlease let me go handle this. I need the two of you to stay right here. Okay?â
âBut, Mom,â I said, reaching out and protectively grabbing her elbow, âyou donât even know who it is. I donât want you going outside all by yourself. Let me come, too. Please.â
âNo, Iris,â she snapped, pulling away. Her eyes widened and she puckered her lips, glancing down the stepsand toward the front door. âIâm sorry, Iâm just a little shook up. But I need to do this by myself.â She squeezed my shoulder and started down the stairs, giving us one last glance as she reached the foyer. âI love you two more than anything. And Iâll be fine.â
She lingered in front of the first door before the vestibule, one palm resting on the ornate carved wood. I turned toward my little brother. âCaleb, go to your room.â
He shook his head and frowned. âNo, Iâm staying out here with you. Iâm not a little kid anymore, Iris. I want to help.â
I wanted to remind him that he had only just turned ten, still technically âlittleâ in my book, but I stopped myself. âIâm going to try to see whatâs happening from Mom and Dadâs window, okay? I want you to stay here for now. Iâm sure everything will be fine, though,â I added hastily, realizing how red rimmed and misty his eyes looked. âMom wouldnât have gone down like that if she didnât think she could handle it. But still, Iâm just going to quick check to make sure the talk is going okay.â I gave him a fast hug and headed toward my parentsâ bedroom, with windows overlooking the street, and closed and locked the door behind me.
Caleb could run up to my room, I realized, or downstairs to the living room, though that view was more obstructed by bushesâbut if I knew him, heâd wait outsidemy parentsâ door. Heâd wait for me. I opened the window and leaned in close to the screen, which gave me a clear view of at least a small sliver of the stoop. A large, muscular-looking man in a faded leather jacket, dark jeans, and black work boots was pacing by the buzzer. I was certain that Iâd never seen him before, and it was hard for me to fathom who in my momâs life I wouldnât already know. Could he be a fan? Most of my momâs readers were middle-aged women, though, so it seemed unlikely, unless he was there on business for his wife.
I heard the front door pull open, and the man halted, spinning around to face the entrance.
âMina Dietrich,â he said, his deep, booming voice carrying so well to our second-story window that I might as well have been on the steps alongside him. âI canât believe Iâve actually finally found you.â
Who was this Mina? And why did he still think that heâd found her?
My mom slammed the door and stepped out next to him, pulling her light cardigan tighter against the late September chill. âKyle?â she asked, her pale face drawn in disbelief. I cupped my ear closer to the screen,