âYou will wake up this time, too.â Please.
Unable to bear the thought of separation, she remained where she was until Riley returned a half hour later. He was without his shirt and wearing new pants that werenât yet fastened. Heâd dressed hastily, his other clothes ruined during his shift to wolf, she was sure.
Wolves tended to wear clothing that ripped easily. Because, when they shifted, they were stuck wearing whatever didnât fall off. And wearing human underwearwhile in wolf form was something they preferred to avoid.
He carried a small wicker basket filled with medicine, the pill bottles rattling together. Victoria hopped to her feet, and he placed the basket where sheâd sat.
âSorry I took so long.â
âThomas give you any trouble?â
âNope. I didnât even catch a glimpse of him. But then, unlike Aden, Iâve never been able to see or hear the dead. The delay had to do with the pills. I didnât know which ones to give our boy and didnât want him to have a reaction to the wrong combination, so I just grabbed the bottles with his name on them, stopped in my room, and Googled.â
What he didnât say: Mary Ann was the Google queen, and she was the one whoâd taught him how to use the search engine. Although, calling it an engine always confused Victoria. There were no workable parts that she could see.
âSo, what happened at the ranch?â she asked.
âHere. See for yourself.â He extended his free hand, and she twined their fingers. Theyâd been together so long, theyâd developed a very strong mental connection and were able to âshareâ their experiences.
As if a television screen were switched on inside hermind with a view straight from Rileyâs eyes, she saw Dan, an ex-football star, tall, blond and rugged, standing in the kitchen of the ranch. His wife, petite, pretty Meg, bustled around him, tossing ingredients into a pot.
ââreally worried,â Meg was saying.
âMe, too. But Adenâs not the first to run away. He wonât be the last.â While the words were accepting, the tone was not.
âHeâs the first to surprise you with his actions, though.â
âYeah. Heâs just such a great kid. All heart.â
Megâs smile was soft. âAnd not knowing why he left kills you. I know, baby.â
âI hope heâs okay. Maybe if Iâd given him more one-on-one time, he wouldnât haveââ
âNo. Donât you dare do that to yourself. We canât control the actions of others. All we can do is support them, and pray we make a difference.â
The conversation faded as Riley stealthily maneuvered from the main house and into the bunkhouse behind it. Adenâs friends were there. Seth, Ryder and Shannon lounged on the couch, watching TV. Terry, RJ and Brian were in front of the computer, playing games. Relaxing activities, but there was an undeniable tension radiating from each boy.
They must feel the loss of Aden, too.
I have to fix this, Victoria thought.
Shannon stood, a chalky cast to his mocha skin, his gaze sweeping the roomâand clashing with Rileyâs.
In the present, Riley released her hand, the images flickering, disappearing, and she was once again inside her bedroom.
âShannon saw you,â she said.
âYeah, but he didnât do anything and I was able to get what we needed without incident.â Riley dug inside the basket, setting aside what he wanted and discarding what he didnât. âThere wasnât a whole lot of information, just enough to tell me he needs the antipsychotics. This, this, and this.â As he spoke, he placed the desired pills in her palm.
She studied them. One was yellow and round, one blue and oblong, and one white and scored in the center. These tiny things were supposed to help him when she could not?
âFetch a glass of water from my bathroom,â she